Big Head Prawn

Love is in the air~*

2007-07-15T08:44:00.001+08:00

14/7/2007
3.30am woke up

5.30am pick hui hui at yishun

6am reach lihong hse

7.45am Brothers reached

9am left lihong's hse

9.50am reach ryan's hse

12.30pm left ryan's hse

1pm reached lihong's hse

3pm reach ryan and lihong's new hse

5.30pm left their new hse

6pm reach resturant

11pm reach home faint on bed

Lihong and Ryan's wedding really tiring day, but had lots of fun...Its really nice got invited to help out for their wedding... too many things happen... but think keep to myself ba.... lazy to type... haha its really a very great day.... good things happen
wish ya both forever in love river... early give birth... (translate to chinese ba) gong xi gong xi...

wedding chimes

2007-05-29T22:15:00.000+08:00

Should have blog this earlier... well... its not too late to blog...

nah... i'm not getting married... lol... no one want..

Its a very sweet little nice lady which I gotta know her during my poly times... bringing back some memories... my impression of her is.. she is a fierce lady... haha...

Gotta know her more during my attachment times.... went thru some hell life in a faraway land... hmm... found that she is quite a strong lady.. impressive..

We are working together now, but not in the same department... hmm also something good... then at least mi wont drive her mad wif my blur~ness.. lol...

19/5/2007 saturday

left my hse early... went to tanjong pagar mrt and wait for my Airen(hui hui)... sigh... was late... missed the most romantic "i do" scene... so sad ...so sad.... later on heard no one took video... =_=

the bride look so pretty... bridegroom... hmm shuai... wahahaha....

lunch/reception is fine.... nice food served... everything seems so nice for that day... absolutely great !

congrates Lihong and Ryan on your marriage.... to your little happiness that has made its way into both of your life... congrates..... congrates ... and more congrates....

u know wat is sandwich...

2007-05-12T16:18:00.000+08:00

the week is very bad... the problem which i met over that friday... got completelly out of hand... I had to pick up the pieces one by one....

found the solution..... my colleague told mi to send it to the correct person to handle... I followed the rules... direct the prob to the person....

user mailed back with big red font size text complaining... sian lo.... but have to settle the job.... print out... show to my boss.. later i did wat i have to.... went to talk to another team's consultant.... went around to straighten the matter out...

guess tat day i'm really very xin ku.... i had to face beside my boss... another team's boss... another team's consultant... another 2 important officer... then 2 unhappie users.... I know i can't do wrong for that day... otherwise i'm dead...

Really sad when I had to do someone else job... but no grumbles abt that... try out things that I dun do everyday....dunno jus learn lo... pls babies take months before could stand up and walk and talk... dun tell mi when you could fly once after u pop out of ur mummy's tummy...

mi knoe that i had to settle this issue.... reminding myself.. this is my job... i'm doing my job.... everyone is doing their job... no room for narrow tots... putting myself in other ppl's shoes... i understand how they feel...

finally finish.... decided to go back to my room... spend some quiet time... pluck into music... stare at screen.... for my cool down period... before i could do so... one colleague came up to talk to mi... he see my weird expression.... words jus can't cum out from my mouth.. quickly walk to washroom before tears drop....

when i'm coolin down...I can't talk to ppl... I cann't control my emotions at tat peak...

I feel very useless of mi... i really do... and I dun like that... totally look down on myself... i'
m a super face lover... no face le...

well... i scared my colleague i suppose.... but wat to do.... i lost control... and tats it....sigh... will be the gossip of the day and next day... till another hot topic cums up i suppose

but well... its not that i dunno how to do then cry.... at least ba... i have finish wat i have to do, and see it to the end....

grab ice cream eat and forget the pain..... otherwise think whenever this thing cums back to i mind... think i'm still kindda sensitive abt it.....

i'm oki liao.... lookin forward for next week... break from work.... going on course.... also... wedding bells gonna ring for my colleagues ... can't wait to blog that one....

bad week... nothing seems rite

2007-05-12T15:38:00.000+08:00

busy busy busy busy.... been very busy over the month...

well many things happen.... think mi reached my max... finally broke down... think my limit has been rest back to 0 already... back to normal i suppose...

lets start wif my bad days...

on one fri, I'm all ready for movies at vivo wif my sec sch frienZ, found that there is a problem assigned to mi... so took a look then found that no one has encountered that prob at all... so mi abit sian... stayed to work.... thankfully my boss(s) and colleague stayed and help mi ... till 8.30 ba... no solution... decided to do it on monday instead... so left my work place... lucky one of my boss dropped mi off somewhere to take cab...

my friends has been waiting for mi since 7.30... mi felt bad...

on board the cab.... i headed to vivo... jus beginning of my journey not long.... *BANG*.... car accident.... gosh.... i panic for a while... got off to see if anyone injured.... the drivers got into discussion... mi sian... a while later I decided that I should go.... i paid the driver and went off... its near the mrt... so took mrt... coz is north -east... should be directly reach harbourfront ma... so no sweat.... when i scan my card....

*dear passengers, due to power failure... train service will be available from ponggol to douby ghout.... passengers heading to chinatown...harbourfront pls alight at douby ghout and take the free shuttle service.... we are sorry for the inconvenience thank you....*

mi like wanna bang my head sia... why so sway.... arrhhhh.... so mi jus took the train to douby ghout.... when alight... found that shuttle service will serve from one station to another... harbourfront is the last... mi felt is waste of time.... so took cab lo.... but ... PS too many ppl..... jam.... so mi tried flagging at roadside.... no cab... mi walk... and walk... and walk.... till carlton hotel..... omg.... bugis liao !!!

coz no cab is turning into the hotel.... fed up... call cab.... cab is late... i got on cab on 10pm... my movie is at 10.30.... my friends will kill mi if i'm late... in cab panic.... cab driver tried to talk to mi... gimme sweet eat.... (now cum to think abt it... its so funnie) he calm mi down... then drove as fast.... at tanjong pagar...... small alley... suppose to be a fast way... yup i said that... suppose to be... the cab stopped..... coz there is a rubbish truck in front... clearing rubbish trolley..... mi tot jus one trolley wont take much time..... liew..... total he cleared 6 big trolley.... 14 small ones..... the cab cannot squeese thru coz there is a car and bus in front as well... mi almost faint... when reach vivo... 10.20.... mi run............................

like an idiot..... runnin in vivo.... but hack care.....

reached.... my friends all luff like mad when they saw mi.... then mi ask one of my frien where is her bf... she say I too drama liao... he went out to smoke... =.=!!

finally spiderman..... (waited for 30mins of commercial.... gosh... why i RUN !?!!) ... enjoyed the show for awhile... then..... yes... then...... i smell funnie smell... no no... not funnie... is foul smell... one very foul mouth smell cuming from the a guy seatting beside mi... ma ma........... save mi..... whyyyyyyy.......

So wat a friday nite for mi.... pls... the story sounds funnie... but really i'm having a bad time liao... neber been so sway....

Tot one day over next day will be great turnover.... my colleague weddin... reached the place... cannot find my name in the name list... arrrggg.... find and find... finally found my name....

*Additional pax: Angie Thia

wat the......... add mi to a table ... not wif my other colleague... nooooo......... mi jus join in wif my colleagues table.... dun care liao... lucky got one colleague not cuming... lunch went well... finally finish... walkin out... my foot kanna step... hmm.... stomp by my colleague.... so painful.... sob sob.... but is oki la.... mi went off to suntec to walk... buy cake for my frien... coz at nite got frien bday celebration... oh ya... the day before was suppose to meet my frien to buy b day present... but i didn't make it... at suntec got diahrrea... sian... should be the food ate during lunch... coz mi didn't eat my dinner the nite be4 or next day breakfast ma... :X

my frien wif her bf cum pick mi... on our way to long beach at east coast.... I jus had a 8 course lunch... then dinner is anoother 9 course .... liew... fattening sia.... mi skip 2-3 dishes.... cannot make it liao.... then off to ktv.....

ktv.... no voice to sing... i got sore throat ma.... when luck dun seem batter....I spilled drink on my pants.... ew.....

on sunday... i decided not to leave my hse.... stay home.......... be safe....

monday cums.... I fell sick... down wif flu and sore throat..... (sick for the whole week,... even till up to the very min I'm typing... i'm still sneezing...)

the week is also as bad... many things jus got out of hand....

think mi write another posting... this one seems very long

2007-04-15T10:35:00.002+08:00

hmmm.... like think one month one posting .... lol.... nebermind ba.... so scared soon, really dun wanna update liao....

work is getting busier... really glad that the course that i'd applied is approved... now awaits for confirmation...

oh ya... recently a new batch of my poly gers cum... hmm... they gave a very different feeling compared to all the newcomers which cums in... but hope when time pass will get to know them better ba...

was reflecting much recently...new colleagues cum in... colleagues leaving the company... wedding bell rings for some colleagues... new babies born... many movements in life ... and mi still struck ... so struck... struck in my life stage... but well... wat to do wor... haha...

yest went for my colleague farewell dinner... so funnie... everyone was told on fri abt saturday's event... the main key colleague wasn't told at all... only untill saturday 5.30pm... our dinner is 6pm... haha... almost celebrate farewell without the key man... vegetrian food... not bad... but i rush for toilet again... dunno why.. that time eat sakura also rush for toliet... but that time more worst... kanna food poisioning...

why i so weak....

2007-04-15T10:35:00.001+08:00

2007-03-09T10:35:00.000+08:00

my health...... its decline~ing again....
sigh
yup... on mc again...

many things happen thru these past weeks....
mi do ask myself... wat the **** is going on...

why always always ALWAYS... there are ppl ard mi that takes mi for granted and talks like a bimbo... acts like a blonde... eavesdrop like a spy... and yet is a foxy (likes to snook ppl with their lousy acts)... I noe mi now in upset mode, will regret after that, but now... i really really wanna say these words...

oh pls... mi take care of u, but i'm not responsible for u, soon... real soon... my white flag cums up... its no more liao...

when no one, u need mi company, when got ppl ard... push mi aside, and all its "none of my business" ???

be more responsible for ur tongue... mi not gonna be that forgiving anymore ...

its a working place .... not sch lala land... do wake up...

Genting

2007-02-26T13:51:00.000+08:00

Jus came back frm my Genting trip.... wif my colleagues... total is 9 ppl... 4 guys 5 gers...

Fri wasn't a very happie day for mi... mi changed a program... but due to lack of data, unable to carry on... seeked help from my colleague... but end up waited like a wooden block for an hr... really very demoralized... coz mi absolutely wanna complete my task.. then at least i can go enjoy my trip later without thinkin of any work stuff...

In short, utterly demoralized.

After work... went to bugis wif colleague... had dinner... need to search for ice cream, coz mood still not gd... but invalid... but still get on my way to my trip....

long ride... headache.....

finally reached.... totally moodless... went to casino to pass time... jus watchin ppl play.. mi no interest to play... no mood ma...

breakfast @ marybrown.... reminds mi of india..... missed those days....

theme park ~! feelin great upon knowing my boss is joining us wif the rides.... had very nice rides.... after a few rides, my boss raised white flag... so some rides is really quite tedious ba... i guess... so he went off wif another colleague back to room to rest... left us 4 ppl to play... we went on for more rides... till some time later, decide to go back room.... mi declare rest...

rest is for a longer journey... so go koon for 1.5 hr... later lunch... burger king... (abit killin mi... coz its my 2nd fish burger for the day... )then went on wif cable ride and walk ard.. till dinner.... at a chicken rice shop... mi ordered noodles... its a very big plate of noodles and vegetable... eww... no choice... eat as much as i could.... stop when feel like pukin...

nite time watch movie... the andy lau show... protege... not bad show...
then went sight seeing... hang round there till 2 then walk back to hotel for rest.... mi 5.45 woke up... mi wanna go see sun raise.. but no one awake... i no key.. so stay in bed and wait... and wait.... and wait.... finally ppl woke up... then left the room without mi... rather feelin.. but its oki.. coz dun wanna leave my colleague in the room... waited for them to wake up.. then went tif them to take some photos...

breakfast at macdonald.... big breakfast.... long time no eat.... not bad.. monorail...
later went on wif archade... mi liked a fish soft toy alot... but no fate to get... abit disappointed.. but is oki, coz mi had alot at home... less one toy won't die.. at least mi bear to gif ppl the stuff i won..

mi sian of hangin in archade, coz nothing interest mi... mi jus wanna turn capsule.. so went off to find the capsule station.. later company colleague to cable ride... when back then go lunch...KFC.. err... mi skip lunch... enuff sia... went to walk ard for last time... then off for my journey back to sg.

Finally home... pack up my stuff... went online... my pirate king online game... doze off on my laptop... cannot take it.. so slpt early....

2007-02-26T13:38:00.000+08:00

long time no blog.... wanna slowly update things ..

New year.... sooooo happie that i didn't perm my hair... my relatives came to visit...
my cousins..... lookin more and more like freak monsters... "ewww" sorri to say that... but well, one of my cousin (which looked quite like mi, thankfully now no more...)she had her hair perm, then ugly make up... both cousins are bigger then mi by 2 size, but wore 1 size down of mine... like packin a chicken forcefully into a bag... sigh....

as u can see, mi dun like my cousins... not to say their parents... even more x3 dislike...

in short... i'm so glad that i didn't perm my hair... nor wear thick make up....

This year income abit small... tot now should be a good turn over year.... or ppl getting more richer and less generous.....

well watever......

2007-01-28T12:49:00.000+08:00

like long time no blog....

was very sick a while ago... sian lo.... MC for two day... sniff sniff cough cough.... haiz..mi sick can be very long time then can recover... till now still... alrite ba...

sigh.... wat a boring week de feeling... fri is still good thou.... meet my frien for drinking(i neber eat medi that day...) meet new frien.... then drink drink drink... some twist.. coz mi frien find mi, he say opp vivo... mi still thought st james... almost go wrong place... lucky my frien cum out fetch mi... its actually another pub... heng lo... otherwise mi lost there

mi on the way down.... lost the way lo... walk wrong direction to mrt... lucky colleague call mi then i noe... aiyo... monday confirm kanna luff again.... sian 1/2

blog later...

2007-01-21T22:33:00.000+08:00

hmm.... times.... i do think... is it alrite that mi say "its oki... nebermind"... deep inside feelin hurt but jus dun say...

jus close eyes and jus treat as.. nothing happen.... but is it alrite in the end? is it really "wu shuo wei"... i really dunno...

I jus dun like to be make used and later kanna dump... (pls not by a guy...)

why always got this kind of shit find mi one...

very upset

2007-01-05T23:30:00.000+08:00

so sian today.... aiyo.....

after work, took a lift with my colleague to bugis... the uncle super power.... we say bugis... he say oki liao... later on he ask us, should he drop us at the beach there or the road there.... we are like "!!!" wat ?!

We clarify that we are going to BUGIS, parco bugis... not boat quey.... he say oki.... but well... he already got on to the wrong way... end up PIE to CTE.... sian le.... haiz... later when we pass by chinatown, we let one of my colleague down first... then carry on the journey... that uncle still say now go better, the time, dun have ERP... we still oki, talk abit... a while later, the uncle suddenly make a left turn... towards liang court... I stun sia.... thinking how cum the uncle wanna go this way... very hard to link to bugis, super big round de lo.... then suddenly the uncle pull a stop..... NUUUUUUUuuuuuuooooooo............. uncle.... its bugis bugis bugis !!!!! my frien even translate into chinese for him.... but later after a while then he say "ohhh... parco...."

=.=!!!! wat the @#$%^&*
isn't that wat we say at the beginning.... my frien was quite upset... its also coz her frien is already waiting for her... and coz of all the ruffs, end up delay some time for nothing...

when reached... mi walked to bugis village for a quick shoppin... end up spend quite a bit... haha... new year cuming... so slowly buyin and pile up the new clothes... hee...

WEeeee~*

Happie New Year 2007

2007-01-01T15:52:00.000+08:00

Good bye last year.... Hello New Year

Not really a good start for mi thou... but well... sigh.... still kinda sad... cried too... who knows ma... rite...

Went to catch movie yest... later dinner... then ktv... thought can sing till 2am .... @#$%^&* was told that on eve there is no extension time ... only can sing till 11.30pm... so stupid... wat am i gonna do meanwhile... went down and saw some superstar performance... the crowd effect is very cold... really poor thing for the singers on the stage.... some hav to say "dun go dun go... this "who" is very good in singing... stay on stay on...."

countdown..... 5.....4.....3.....2.....1....... HAPPIE NEW YEAR~!

jus like this, i'd welcum my new year...

later went to arcade... my frien is very genius... really .... coz i saw a very cute pink monkey... my frien used 1 buck (which is her first try somemore) helped mi catch that monkey.... so fun... later she wanna get one blue one for herself... but no matter how everyone tries.... cannot catch.... mi feel bad... really wanna gif her my pink monkey...

after all the ruffs... we went to play pool... mi actually dun wann play... coz abit tired... but end up played one round... aiya... lost... coz my black ball went into the wrong hole...

then went down to mac to seat... mi actually wanna go home liao.... but my frien forgotten to bring his wallet... so mi wanna send him home first then go home... sigh... god knows he seat there for so long and not move... mi waited for 2 hrs... till abit pek chek(not feelin well also)... at last then wanna go... its cumin 5... mi got back my hse area at 5 plus... then hang around 6 then went home... trying my luck... coz actually i'm locked out .... hee... coz mi actually not going home that nite... mi suppose around 2 plus go meet frien...

many things happen... or not so much things happen... well watever... lol... the plan failed... so i not meetin my frien... neither i could go home that early... anyway... in the end lucky my dad is up.. open the door for mi.... so took a quick wash up then went to nap for a while... 8 plus woke up...

Happie New Year

2006-12-31T10:33:00.000+08:00

Lookin forward to the new year ma...?
Any celebrations ahead? For mi ya.... tonite gonna sing ktv... later on meeting frien for another round of celebration...

ya... ktv is abit sad... coz not going count down... its also coz very crowded.. mi dun like many ppl places like these... where all the very kiasu ppl around, banging and stepping on ppls foot...

Spend this day wif ur luv ones.. is something very cozy and warm... coz at least the warmth is there... tellin u that u are not alone this last day of the year and the first day of another year... u are being loved lo..

This year.... Things seems very hard to balance at times... trying my best to stay alive over and over again ... too many bumps still the whole body is all bruised up.. licking up wounds time after time... simple comfort is so hard to seek.. wat i wan is something i couldn't reach for...

hmm too chiam liao.. think better stop my nonsense... hahah

oki la.... HAPPIE NEW YEAR TO ALL.... love u ppls always...

Its XMAS ~!!!!

2006-12-25T14:01:00.000+08:00

Hee hee hee.... today like very free like that.... think is coz missing that something ba.... think i'm giving up already.... guess this is my correct way out.... coz being silly is stupid... no appreciation at all one...

Forget abt those stuff... anyway... yest was fun... haha

Nite at the muesum is really very funnie.... mi really really like that part when the Easter Island head shouted all to keep quiet ... sayin... "Shut uuuuuuuppppppppp......." then "My dumb dumb(Ben Stiller) got something to say"... its hard for mi to describe why and how... but its really very very funnie scene... i gif 4 out of 5 for this show... should watch !!

got home around 4 plus morning.... do my stuff.... chat wif frien till morning.... then slp a while.... 3 hrs of slp... then wake up till now... coz mi dun wanna end up slpin thru my christmas... so poor thing like that... think will call frien liao.... Ciaoz

Merry Merry Xmas~

2006-12-24T14:54:00.000+08:00

Yoz ~!

Its EVE !!!!! and tomolo is CHRISTMAS !!! wooo- wee~
nice.... finally is the end of the year is cuming... soon gotta do my new year resolution liao.. hee hee

yest was nice... The holiday is really a very nice show... Jude law very handsome.... arrhhh.... he is a total power station... zap mi down already... wahahaha... then had a very nice dinner at earle swenson... woo... mi got crave for fish and chips... but think my appetite drop alot... ( or coz of the dinner the day before...) almost cannot finish... then end up cancel my ice cream... sob sob sob... my ice cream(fri i already too full giv my ice cream a miss... then yest again...).... really very sad... i wan my ice cream ~!

then went around to take pic... took alot.... very very satisfied... mi thou not photogenic... but really like to take pic ba... likes memories.... hee hee.. coz when older ... lookin back... at least will feel glad that u hav went thru some silly fun here and there...

Merry Christmas to all..... MUACKS !

2006-12-22T23:56:00.000+08:00

Its friday~!.... a few more mins is saturdae !! hee he hee.... christmas is cumin.... happy ... but abit sad too.... coz dunno how to celebrate that day....

The eve-eve-eve (that is today, friday) dinner wif my colleagues.... at Nomoto.... sigh.... standard drop like dunno wat..... rather disappointed wif the place.... coz at the beginning when store everything was so up to standard.... but now it totally is bad.... but the company is good ba... today also is surprise one of my colleague wif a cake... coz his birthday cumin soon.... Happie Birthday ar !! when on the way home pop him a gift... think is christmas... but also like birthday... hmm... well... its those IQ blocks... but i cannot find the wooden type(disappointed)... (unwillingly but no choice) end up hav to get the plastics ones... but mi feel like quite "gin-na" (kid kid) de feelin... but really hope he dun mind ba...

So wat abt my cumin eve-eve xmas... hmm... tomolo will go vivo to watch "holiday" then dinner at earl swenson... hee... well... though many may hav some comments abt swenson... but I heard this place is better then the other outlets... plus well... frankly... i quite like swensons ba... mi like the cozy cozy feeling... really lookin forward for a better meal....

eve will be meetin up my pals for dinner + movie (I know, I know... movie again ar...) the nite at the "dunno how to spell"... haha... mi and my bad english... hope its a nice show.... lookin forward for deathnote wor... kege....

missing that something.... how......

perhaps... maybe..... I wonder

2006-12-17T11:59:00.000+08:00

Pondering over stuff that has happened lately... wondering why am I frustrated abt... I know I am frustrated... over wat... I really dunno ba... dun feel secure... feeling uneazi....

Abit ups and downs and crashing feelings.... arrrhh... think mi not facing some facts... hmm... think being honest is a sin... not being honest is also a sin... times... do really wish that i'm mute... then I won't hav to be so frank... causing so many trouble and mess that really dunno how to pack up now... Mi do hate myself... when asked of stuff... brainlessly I will jus say things out... when later on then i really regret being so direct ... saving the situation is beyond my reach.... arrrhhhhh...

save mi..... else kill mi ba....

jia lat.... confirm kanna condamn liao

2006-12-16T09:05:00.000+08:00

Yest was Xmas party .... so helped out wif the gals in the preparations.. Wif all the nice deco... everything went well...

Party started.... gift exchange... mi got a strawberry cd holder.... sweet..... later was food.... then drank a big cup of beer... eek... not so nice... but better then nothin....

Games time !! hee hee.... had very great luff .... super fun watchin diff team's Lao Da fighting to win... haha... then still got Barbie dressed up game....

last is drinkin session.... sigh.... think hor.... i no face liao... mi drank toooooooo much liao... sigh... by the time i notice.... cannot liao... too late liao.... from beer to wine to mix drink to wine to mix drink.... long forgotten how much i had... then high liao.... went to room to rest for a while... voices surrounding mi... head spinning... then cannot make it .... puke... eeks.. first time sia.... i've been drinkin for so long.. but neber puke before... then the next ting i know is, i've been pulled and push around by my colleagues.... not fightin... but is pick mi up go toilet... back to room... pick mi up... end up i no strength... they set mi in a chair and push mi out of office... mi knoe wat happen de... jus no strength to react liao...

got home... quickly wash up... then koon.... 1am ba... mi 4 am wake up liao.... then cannot slp.... ppl's hangover is headache and more slp... mi diff.... very very wide awake... no headache, spinning, tired... nothing...

monday.... go back office.... siao liao.... confirm kanna luff liao.... think cannot run away.... my conclusion is... no more drinkin liao.... lesson learnt... hee hee

2006-12-12T22:35:00.000+08:00

Last day of my long break.... haven really recharge fully... now suddenly sick... still pondering if i should take MC tomolo...

Over these few days... some things gain... some things lost (Money...) sigh.. sian le...

Lookin forward to christmas thou... wanna hav some fun and relax...

Over the hills

2006-12-08T23:21:00.000+08:00

Today took a day off... needed a break badly and immediately....

Had bike lesson in the morning... the stupid bike gave mi lots of problem... end up cannot pass... sigh... thought my day was bad....

Reached home, my frien sms mi to inform mi that Milk's concert (@ my poly is over the day before!!) I missed it.... darn.... then she mention that today is Ping Guan... so ask mi wanna go anot... mi think oki lo.... mi quite like Ping Guan too...

My frien was able to get front seat, mi thought... hmm so front... but well... can get close view... as got bring camera....

Concert began... hmm... Ping Guan walked in and greeted everyone.... still as handsome lo... haha... While singing... he walked down to shake ppl's hand.... so up close... hmm... quite satisfied liao.... who knows on his next song, he decided that this song should sing focus to a gal... then he walk in front of mi and held my hand.... i was like.... OMG.... dumb for a while le.... later on stood up in front of everyone then he carried on singing, helding tight on my hand... mi really dunno wat to do... jus smile myself silly... after singing i wanna walk away, arh... wrong move... coz he wanna gif mi a hug... ppl screamed... then i notice... i u-turn... he gave mi a hug... haha.... so pai seh... made him so pai seh too...
but really... made my day... kege ^^
my leave not wasted... haha

happie feet

2006-12-03T11:27:00.000+08:00

yest was fun.... treated(my birthday treat to them.. haha..) some of my poly frienZ to watch "happie feet"
its very cute.... when featuring the penguin at young... but when it grown up.. the effect abit lost... dun really like when humans are brought into the picture thou... but think is coz the story pull too far till dunno how to end..

After the show, went for a early dinner... then off we go to take pic... everywhere mi go (not when workin) mi will bring my camera ba..

mi wanna get a new camera... but think not so soon yet.. this camera i'm using is actually not so bad... provide my basic needs... but think, its abit big and bulky... mi wanna get something slim ba.. so wait lo... i save up then get... but before that, think i wanna buy mp3 player first... coz last fri i lost my mp3 player... it was my first gift to myself from my first pay... very upset...

Anyway... we went dwn the streets to take alot of pic.... very fun ba... hee

Cheers... living up my life...

2006-11-26T16:25:00.000+08:00

do feeling tired.... think i'm tired... tired of guessing
do feeling sad.... think i'm sad... sad to see somethingy
do feeling lost.... think i'm lost... lost in my directions
do feeling confused... think i'm confused... confused in wat went wrong

really wanna find out if there is such a machine that can read mind.... really wanna know wat is in ur mind...

Birthday wishes

2006-11-24T22:48:00.000+08:00

Everything seems fine for this week.... hope it will always be this way...

1 hr plus more to go.... its my BIRTHDAY... kege... nice...

Abit sian when suddenly feel older liao... coz time passes real fast ba... well... wat to do wor... jus wanna make full use of time and not to waste a bit...

think its also time for mi to make some planning for my future liao... wat to do sia...

Birthday is cuming... but actually dun really feel much excited by it this year... like no mood to celebrate... or dun hav ppl to celebrate this day wif mi ba... my best friends already pre-celebrate... my "sisters" side gotta wait till next month... one of my sis having exams, dun wanna spoil her concentration... still got my poly friends.. mi meetin them next sat... so... lonely birthday for mi tomolo...

but will feeling alrite abt it... coz still got some colleagues to spend this day wif mi... mi actually quite content liao... (tomolo got some training at my HQ, full day.....) so not really complaining ba... kege...

2006-11-16T23:13:00.000+08:00

Pissed off nite... wat the... haiz... really dunno why why why...

No matter wat nonsense u gave mi behind everyone's back, I protect ur reputation by keeping quiet liao.. why try luck, push limit?? Dun pissed mi off liao otherwise i'll jus spill everything...let everyone know how "real" person u really are .. playing wif mi using a stick and a hoop is useless... i use the thing that is in my head, above my neck to think and not between my legs, which btw I hv none !!

I'm not talking out of my anger... i'm quite calm and thought things over and over... wat went wrong... not taking any sides... my "balance" is well balance... jus felt everything is so silly.. like a game liddat..

I see how things goes ba.... cannot make it then mi jus prepare to write biography... afterall those that know mi should know whether am i spouting nonsense or speaking the truth... dun wanna keep things liao... mi should be more frank... no use siding those that doesn't gif a damn.. rite..

Demoralize nite

2006-11-12T10:54:00.000+08:00

Was supposing to be my birthday celebration... but why aren't i happy at all...

sigh... izzit becoz' i'm 'less one screw', can bully... ever consider my feelings ma... some things can be so simple ... but making the point so obvious... hmm...

I'm not a "gei gao" (calculative) person ba... being friends can be a life long thingy... jus depends on how u wanna keep it living... so between friends cannot be so gei gao.. otherwise how can things be mantain in that way... dun be selfish...

well... watever.... hack ba.. mi should be even more blind or deaf... or heartless... maybe that way i dun get hurt so easily ...

wat had happen.. mi jus dun wanna say liao... but jus can mention after my ktv session... as walkin out came face to face wif my Ex... pengZ eh.... why did i go toilet... i should hav left earlier.. then won't see him... totally in bad mood liao.. so didn't wanna say hi or wat... jus pretend neber see... not i avoid or wat... but jus simply no mood to entertain liao... everything is drained away...

2006-11-03T12:18:00.000+08:00

nice fri..... hmmm.... on my comfy bed... hee... mi not sick hor... kege... mi on leave today....

*nice* ^^

good mood too.... finally can slp late.... morning waken up by my sis's doggies.... busy licking my toes like nobody's business.... eek

morning went for my bike lesson... finally pass that stage... sigh who call mi slow by nature...keep failing.. and falling... alot of instructors know mi liao....keep tellin mi try harder... dun gif up.... so ma lu... but dun care so much... mi wanna pass and thats it !!

mi wanna go sun tan de... but weather like no good... think go gym first later then decide how...

nite time plan liao... meet my "long time no see " frien for dinner... then see able to drag my frien to watch movie anot...

making full use of my leave... dun wanna waste it like that by staying home....

Cheers !

MSN connection.... sigh...

2006-10-28T16:06:00.001+08:00

cannot login msn... dunno why.... down ma..??
now waiting for call.... tonite going to watch movie wif my frienZ...

was screeching like mad jus now... coz mi morning had a bad fell from bike... (diff fall from last sun... oh ya neber blog abt that incident... later say) mi elbow bleed... my dad help mi put the green grass oil.... super painful ~ !

mi last sun was making a right bend, when suddenly one bike on the other lane skied !! (wet floor) that bike directly skied towards my bike, no time to react... *hit* mi end up like those jackie chan show... "fly man"(got thrown out).. then roll ... lucky mi wore thick jacket that day... so no cuts... but hurt my back... paste those big big plaster every nite be4 going to bed... morning tear out... that is another kind of pain... when these kind of plaster acts like those waxing cloth.... ripping off my back's hair... ewww...

yesterday was fun... went to watch my colleagues play badminton... then kanna drag to play... one problem is my back still hurts... one more bigger problem is... i sux in these kind of sports !!!!! mi super "pa jiao"(miss-queue) queen one lo... liew.... super pai seh de lo.... sob sob... ><"'

mi plan to go for some devil training wif my bro... coz cannot mah lu too many times leh...

after the game when to tiong bahru eat... quite a big change for the food court... coz mi haven go there (food court) for donkey years liao... hee...

when is my pay cuming ne...? mi wanna go shopping ~~~

NTU lecturer.... He is funnie....

2006-10-22T16:52:00.000+08:00

2006-10-19T22:36:00.000+08:00

Lesson 102 : Personality

Chinese saying : As time goes by, the human heart reflects... lol... my bad translation... wat i mean is as the time passes, the person's personality is shown... (better? or no diff? kege)

Anyway, maybe put into some examples would be better... hmm... mi !

mi dun like to explain for myself... mi know times... or many times... (hmm all the time..??) ppl often misunderstand mi... abit used to it though.. mi dun really wanna make the point to correct thinking abt mi... coz need to do for everyone is tiring... its simply becoz they see ugly mi, so my personality is ugly as well.. all the prejudice starts to cum out... (STOP WEARING COLOURED SPECS !!!) the world is so beautiful with so many sweet color... why wanna make urself colorblind...

(I'm not being dejected by the way.. nor happie abt it... )

i'm more tough looking (soft in the inside)person ba... then think its oki, jus shot all the bullets at mi.. cannot cannot... internally hurt is worst then physical hurt...

i'm a lazy person... wat u see mi now, is wat u will see mi in the next 6 months, 1 year, 10 years... coz i'm lazy to put on mask everyday... putting on an act... its tiring de... be yourself is the best... coz how long can one act...

know mi long enuff... then u will know the 'mi' that is inside 'mi'

2006-10-18T23:01:00.000+08:00

Looking at pic... sigh.... mi know mi cannot take photo de.... so ugly one... fat like so round and fat... sob sob sob.... sad...

Think thats where my craziness of self taking pic habit cums abt ba...

Well... wat to do ma... hmm... suddenly crave for a holiday... think in office too long liao.... seriously need a getaway ba...

sound of heart cracking

2006-10-17T22:48:00.000+08:00

sadden....

dunno like lately so many impact happening onto mi... i can take stress de... dun always see mi like wanna cry wanna cry like that...

all begin last weekend when my past came back to haunt mi... (sound so scary.. lol... like i cum from bad background liddat) well, watever... i took things into my own hands.. figured ways to 'block' any harm that will attack mi... settled things wif a smile..

today ne... out of no where... i totally got no idea of wat has happen... wat is going on wif the ppl around mi for the whole day.. i'm like totally in the dark.. well for mi, i dun need to know everything... also dun wanna know either...

anyway, for the day i dun wanna act dumb, jus wanna act blind... see no evil

human is ugly ... gossip is the root of all evil... i do gossip ar... but i do know my limits... can't expect all be like mi ba .. rite...

100th Posting

2006-10-15T19:10:00.000+08:00

ooooo... so tired... haha....

yest is my company chalet.... (mi spend 2 days making jap jelly.... cuming near 100 of 'em)

Aloha Changi : Changi cottage
very beautiful cottage style chalet... beach is jus within range.... fully facilitated... hmm enuff of advertisement...

Mi had lots of fun there... coz can enjoy sea breeze... play wif kids (totally... I really like kids...) luff aand play wif my colleagues... oh ya... mi wore the same tee as my mentor, ahahaha.... mi joke lo... we in "couples'" wear.. and manage to take a pic of it... so funnie... mi didn't eat much... all the meat... haiz.... but glad got mashmallow to eat... haha

though some hicccups came up... mi got totally blown off by some irritating ppl's call... mi actually oki de... jus need some time alone to str. out my thoughts... cannot be disturb at those times.. else i will break down one... (it happen... i cried.. sigh... mi dun wan be like that de..)went to get some air, some get away from the crowd.. mi manage to come out from it later... pretend nothing happen...

decide to stay over... hav fun.... watch show... also look at my colleagues play majong... coz i brought "saw 2" there ... sigh... gross show... mi see liao one eye big one eye small... eeee....though i've seen it before... but its really gross.... lucky that time mi join in majong... so i make myself focus to the game... I seat facing the tv btw... ewww... not bad... play till morning... but end up losing 7 bucks... hmm didn't i read my horoscope and say i will huat (strike rich) this weekend... liew... cannot trust le... but nebermind... enjoy it much... also lookin at my 3 colleagues abt to KO look.... more funnie... hee hee
play till 7 plus... all KO... only mi walk here and there... dun wanna slp... coz if i slp, i will hav bad time waking... coz will make alot of noise... like "dun wanna wake up"... haha... like a kid like that... so better not let my colleagues see my pattern... otherwise damn pai seh one de...

manage to "loon" (bear wif the mental torture of my brain callin mi to slp... lucky no hallucination yet... )till all wake up... pack up.... then went to changi village to eat... go home... got home dump my stuff here and there... bath... and KO...

my parents tune, say my room like got robber ransack... haha... in a total mess... jia lat jia lat... but i agree wif them...;p

oh ya... something fishy is going on wif my colleagues... hmm... dunno wat are they talkin abt... hmm gossips brewing...

oh ya.... my 100th posting... woooo-weee~!

2006-10-06T22:56:00.000+08:00

wat a day.... today accidentally delete an existing program... lucky still can retrieve... otherwise i'll really cry like mad de... mi know mi well.... always wanna stay out of trouble ... but... dunno why trouble always falls on mi... sigh... sway ba... but i cannot always so low spirts... coz ... things won't jus go away by itself...

after work, went wif four of my colleagues go the nearby safra there... hunks le... hahahaa.... watch 'em play batminton... I can't play, my knee problem ma...so why i'm there when i can't play... well mi wanna improve relationship wif my colleagues ba... mi dun wanna be so isolated to myself... in my office, i seat in my cozy corner, away from everyone...like quite lonely... haha... so watch them... though I won't enjoy as much as them... but I have my own enjoyment ba... mi like to see ppl play... see them happy... really hope next time can find a sport where i can join in... haha... bluff them all go yoga wif mi.... wahahhaha... ;p

Later after that when to tiong bahru to eat burger king... i full vegetarian on 1st and 15th of the month... so jus ate half a packet of small fries... actually wanna bluff them go mount fabar for dinner... but the haze makes mi sick... cough like mad... so neber lo... afterall, they are all dead beat after the game... next time ba...

Happie mid autumn ... hee

2006-09-24T19:35:00.000+08:00

Yesterday really very pissed off..... also very sad... anyway still trying to tell myself not to get upset by that irksome couple.... ;p

Story goes like this:

Me accompany my frien to taka to buy mooncakes. As my frien is paying at the cashier, i was beside her, the cashier is abit 'new' i guess, so he is abit slow. We didn't mind, so i took out a brochure to look at the pricelist, behind us was a couple.

Pls do some imagination... Those that know mi should know I'm short, 157 only, then imagine normally ppl standing and holding paper to read. Well, jus so happen that, that kind of height (of the paper in my hand) can block her view ! coz she wanna see a notice that is place on the cashier counter, regarding spend how much got wat free gift.

She grumble say "wanna see, but nebermind, cannot see liao...so inconsiderate.."
the guy more irritating, purposely use elbow knock my shoulder, then say " say earlier ma... should say louder ma.."

wah.. mi heard liao, pause a while, then slowly; naturally keep paper, act like talk to my frien, so that they did not know that i heard.

They got too much, when they begin to say abt fat ppl, meat growing sideways, can block alot of things.

I took the more civilize way, I neber turn around to f* that couple. In the end, well I jus hope that the cashier will be faster.

Finally... Finish paying, then go and collect mooncake. At that time from a distance, took a full look at the couple... coz actually I no interest of knowing how they look like, but after hearing what they say... I really wanna see how great they look. The gal is shorter then mi, no wonder my paper can actually block her view.. both are in their late 20s, or early 30s ba... That gal also not slim. Looks is avg... Guy is abt 170 ba.. hair at the forehead.. hmm looks like going bold in 8 yrs time.. Face is totally below avg... also avg size abit those ah peh tummy..Sigh... Before say others, pls look at oneself first ba... Mi felt like, how cum kanna say by that kind of ppl... So old yet no sense of self awareness... *shake head* haiZ...

Actually for mi, I dun mind ppl say I fat coz I am fat... I admit ar, I'm more forgiving to only when the words cum from my friends[they in jokin manner... if critize.. pls also f* off ba.. my body fats are not growing on u] or when I am in the wrong (I can easily say I'm in the wrong as in I block her view, but eventually when its her turn to pay, she can have the complete view of the notice ar... why wanna be so bothered to see earlier or later... am i wrong to say that?). But now is I cannot forgive when they drag in and say my frien also. Lucky my frien busy payin didn't hear...

I can't forgive that.. never..

After collecting mooncakes.. When walking towards exit, I saw that couple again, they also collecting mooncake, as I walk pass the guy, I say in a louder tone(I'm still sick, but dunno why I got the strength to raise my voice), making sure that he is able to hear... "Mei Li Mou" (that means, no sense of polite, or can say "rude").

Well... I jolly well know that I shouldn't be angry, nor I should behave that way... looking at his expression when the second time walkin pass, he looked very nervous ... think my msg did went thru... and I really hope he should not be so rude towards anyone next time, coz its really hurting ba... though it is not onto self; definately its enjoyable throwing 'darts' onto others... but these 'darts' is directly hitting into someone else's 'self'..

2006-09-23T09:08:00.000+08:00

Yo oh...

nong time no blog liao... sigh.... no mood to go online nowadays... where did all my strength gone...

hmm suddenly felt so lifeless... dunno why... like dunno where to put my hands ba...

but well... mi still sick currently... sian lo... 2 weeks liao... but think things will change for the better... my things is everything...

suddenly wonder how are my poly friens.... are they coping well anot...

2006-09-13T10:40:00.000+08:00

Typing my blog in a nice cozy morning... with the tv on... on my nice sofa...
yup... I'm sick again... lol.... yesterday got too sickly when got home.... so went to see doc, wanna get stronger medicine... coz of the stupid coughing and all... i can't slp for nites... and mi know mi getting more irritated liao...

mi decide to give the clinic the last chance... coz this clinic sux all times...everytime i see a different doc... really dunno how many doc is in charge of this clinic.... then all of them like the same "Kuan" (pattern)... very bad attitiude... well, patients are already in sickly and bad mood.. but being nice and polite.... but they can like neber properly check and dismiss ya... medicine also dun work... have to go back a few times.... if this is not my company appointed clinic, i also dun wanna go... anyway abt the last chance.. think i wannna change clinic liao... coz this clinic is really very bad...

2006-09-09T12:12:00.000+08:00

SO sickly now..... sob sob.... hate to be sick.... mi dun like be sick... coz dun like medicine.... *puke... yesterday afternoon eat laksa.. immediately after return office feel very cold... after work took cab home, nite fever liao... lay on my dad's bed roll here and there... my habit since young.. coz when i fell sick, my mum will tuck mi in their bed... so now whenever i'm sick, i will go to my dad's bed and take a nap.. (but later must wake up go back own room slp...)

Siansation... like long time neber go online liao.. think now is the best time to guai guai stay home write blog... spend time to myself... coz like lately neber spend private time to myself like that..

morning went for my lesson... so hot... yet i neber sweat... after my lesson, met my colleague, she is there for her car lesson.. so we went for breakfast.... window shopping... then head home...

later still got tuition... sigh... life....

2006-08-26T19:36:00.000+08:00

Its been some time havent update liao... been kindda tied up by work... busy busy week...

Oh ya... last week was busy packing my stuff home... coz moving office... can throw one i throw.... bring home then bring... lucky neber leave too much thingy in office... but well.. neber expect, went to reprint notes.... then gotta bring 5 big files home.. sian... now is dunno how to put in my room.. my room too many stuff liao...

friday go new office liao... its smaller then wat my old office... i got quite a cozy corner, but wif the wrong person beside mi, coz he always talk abt money, drinks coffee and smoke... all are my weakness ba... ><"

whole morning waited for our stuff to move over... then all start to pack up our stuff... all seems to be brought much closer together... quite glad.. not so bad afterall..

2006-08-16T22:43:00.000+08:00

who say i'm heartless... i'm sad from within.. i jus dun wanna show, i smile it thru.. not everything i wanna show it out...

coz i gotta tell myself... thou its bad news for mi.. but it is Good news for them... a chinese saying "there is no endless dinner", no matter how enjoyable the dinner can be... it gotta end... ppl gotta go... let them go..

remind yourself, there is always a next dinner and next.. the next time u meet, there is more to share.. the more of everything.. its the effort that is gonna be the measuring point of how much u gonna get back.. isn't it..

Stupid way of mi lookin at life... haha... but this is wat i feel lo... also... separation is jus awhile.. next year... we'll work wif each other again de.. and by that time, i'll show u how much i'd improve.. ^^

2006-08-14T22:27:00.000+08:00

wanna cry.... very angry.... i wanna talk sense... i'm not unreasonable... so i dun wanna cry..

ask u... when u buy something.. it cost quite a bit... hmm... actually very big bit... u wait for it to be deliver.. happily go down pick stuff.. upon collection.. u found that the thing u wanna buy is totally out of expectation.. it ugly... u can't bring out at all.. will u pay for it or reject?

If its last time mi... i will pay, leave the place, go home cry.. but now.. i wanna talk sense.. this is not wat u say it will be.. its totally out of the point and i won't accept it at all. no way...

the sales gal is not in today... its another fella.. that fella is rude.. he handled my stuff roughly.. and i dun like his face... simple as that ba... like so proud.. hey... i'm paying... i'm ur customer now... show some respect here, mister...

i wait for tomolo for the salesgal to call mi.. and i wanna see wat she gotta say.

2006-08-13T22:49:00.000+08:00

Hmm... KTv nite again yest.... hee hee... nice nice... but pity yest not really in form... didn't sing well.. but lookin forward for the next session ba.. ^^

next week should be busy week ba... lots of thing gonna happen i suppose.. wanna try harder for my work.. oh ya still gotta "move house" also... then still wanna do more practise... wanna pass my stage...

saying of that.. mi on sat morning go for my lesson at bbdc.. glad that i got a very friendly and nice instructor... ^^... he is patient and teach mi alot of stuff... and he pass mi !! haha... it was a very enjoyable lesson.. but mi know got harder challenge cuming up.. but not giving up yet..

Thats mi, my attitude...

2006-08-07T22:52:00.000+08:00

Its a very bad day for mi today...

Well early in the morning... some fella cum hissed at mi "ANGIE!!! GIVE MI THE STUFF BY TODAY" ... hey... I could ask back, u calling dog or calling wat now?

come on lo...
1st thing: I neber offend u
2nd thing: I'm not deaf, dun need to shout at mi
3rd thing: I have feelings.. dun use that kind of tone to talk to mi
4th thing: Wat kind of attitude u giving, is that how u teach ppl stuff.. how cum i dun see that when u teaching someone else..
5th thing: I always keep a clear distance from u liao.. wat more u wan..

I already keep quiet let u have ur way liao... i had enuff for the day liao lo.. i neber say anything... in fact i dun need to say anything.. other ppl also notice wat happen lo..

my dad is hospitalize today.. i really damn upset liao, i also neber show out my feelings..

I have tried to pick up stuff liao.. i'm slow i knoe that, i've tried to keep up.. tried to read stuff when i'm free... but everyday i got daily jobs to run, some things to do... all these i also need some time to accomplish ar.. u think i nothing to do ar..

when play, i will play.. when work,i will work..

u are jus a passer by in my life... but u dunno how much u hurt mi liao...

2006-08-05T23:26:00.000+08:00

CONGRATES.... Mi Lu Bin~ haha... cute boi band.... really like the performance tonite... very cute... haha...so long journey de feeling... hmm glad everything is over.. but its also a new beginning for them.. also hope that more band can get contract... coz some is really not bad de lo...

well.. wat a week... sigh... suddenly feel ppl around mi use stupid way lookin at mi.. and i dun really like that... hmm... i use my way of life to live... i wanna be happy go lucky... well cannot ma.... i neber think so much wor... but nebermind ba... as times go by... time will show u who i am now... a diff person liao...

watever...

well... mi very happi... my air con is finally back !! tonite can slp well liao... hee hee hee...tomolo.... wat should i do... hmm well... when tomolo cum then i decide ba...

2006-08-02T09:05:00.000+08:00

morning..... lazy wednesday le... lol... yest got home quite late sia...
went for the nacho show.... not bad lo... quite funnie... abit lame though... but well... got quite distracted when through out the whole show....

LIEW!!!! the guy seating besides mi got super bad breath.... OMG ~~~!! even my colleague that is seating 4 ppl away from mi can smell.... so wat abt mi ~><~~* the whole show i fragtically search for my sweet..... chew chew chew chew for the whole show.... some funnie parts... i luff... the guy also luff... then i wanna faint... jia lat le.... luckily pull thru liao..

Nite then go chomp chomp eat.... sting ray... sotong.... kang kong... prawn mee.... they eat satay, chicken wing... then still got huge size sugar cane and it wat jus M size drink... imagaine the L size.... wow....

got home late... 12 like that.... settle down... koon.... till morning... now still feeling very full...... hmm feeling fat sia... wahhahaha

2006-07-31T23:16:00.000+08:00

wah.... really wanna lau bak sai (meaning "cry").... accident sia.... then leave mi nothing but pain... and pain and pain...

sigh.... also dun wanna say much... hope i will improve another time... and pass my stage.... dun wanna "lang-ga" liao

lookin forward for tomolo... hee... watchin movie wif my colleagues.. nacho libre... dunno nice anot... jus dun wanna be a spoiler show... lol... will update tomolo or the day after abt the show ba... kege...

oki ... dun write liao... leg pain... wanna go put medical oil...

2006-07-30T22:27:00.000+08:00

ahem.... hmm no voice de feeling... lol... jia lat... think is i blast too much ktv liao.... sat nite kanna call out for ktv session at jurong...

It is so so stupid... i seat at bus stop wait for bus.... so long... i gif up... flag cab... i flag down came... lookin back when i boarding the cab.... #$%$%^& the bus cum liao.... i dun wanna be bad.. so i take cab lo... sian... but nebermind... the cabby quite friendly.. making the ride quite enjoyable hee...

reach jurong go find frien... then we go lo... ^^
sang sang sang... haha.... the waitress cum in say got promo.. buy nugget or sotong ball and gif fries for free.. at 6 bucks.. we think still oki... 1 buck each person... alrite lo... my buddi say nugget... then receive glare from mi...(bro... i sea-food vege le... )he got the my eye message... quickly change to sotong ball.. at least ar... food cum.. in cone containers... looks quite big serving... thought worth the price.. everyone take one sotong ball... then we look into the container and got the shock... below... they put potato chips !! same goes for the fries... below is chips.... liew... stuffing sia... then like that rather go downstairs mac buy 3 packs of fries... or 9 pc fish dipper, 1 pack of large fries.. cheaper, more worth the price lo (coz got the gst, tax,service charge and all)... nebermind ba... lesson bought...

then i blast my voice after singing my fav song, dui de ren by dai ai ling ... then later my voice cannot make it when i sang coco lee's bei ai de niu ren... tremble liao.. then i know voice gone liao... hack...

session from 8.30 to 4am !! then after wanna eat breakfast... but found out only got mac... then no appitite for mac breakfast... so decide to go home...

today... spend time watch naruto ... and slp.... naruto.... dinner.... naruto... blog... later will be naruto again... then slp ba... lol... eh.. no no... still got Deathnote... jus bought a new book... havent read yet... hmm see how...

tomolo got riding lesson... muz slp early... wanna go back to my naruto liao..

2006-07-29T02:29:00.000+08:00

Arrrhhhh.... why why why...... my air con is spoilt.... how am i gonna slp?? mama~~~

sad le.... suddenly spoil.... then gotta blow fan... sob sob....

wat a day....today is quite a busy day for mi.... imagine this... wat happens if 99% of the client list of a bank's database suddenly kanna wipe out.... and u gotta clean up this mess... while the fella that did this can jus say "accident" and smile, luff off this matter without doing any help.. mi actually quite upset.. coz mi dun like irresponsible ppl...

sigh... after that go lot1 meet my buddi, wanna watch 2 fast 2 furious... he have not cum.. so i went in a spec shop... wanna change my glasses... sigh... like carrot head kanna chop.... but wat to do... mi and my milk-glass-bottom glasses... its expensive... cannot run away... sigh....

later then meet my buddi lo.. coz hav not eat dinner then go mac there... end up treat my buddi to the pepper drumlets... ex le... 4 bucks for 4 small drumlets... but nebermind ba... coz say treat liao..

go watch movie... coz its mid nite show... thought no so much ppl... who knoes.... quite some ppl le... but this show is so-so la... some parts like inital D like that... no choice the brain will auto pull to that show... coz cars, speed, gals, some frien will stick to the end wif the male lead, the mountain route, competitions from some speed kings, damn cool cars(I really love the cars), father and son, male lead study same class as the female lead (the gal quite like the television actress Zhen Shi Mei), using the lau kok kok car (old useless car) change to a speed monster, then win, the speeding king's car got crush into things (walls, road, mountain)....

sucky...

2006-07-27T22:07:00.000+08:00

Wat keeps mi in good mood..... hmm... good food + good company = good mood ^^

well... went to geylang for dinner wif my colleagues... eat claypot.. hmm.... well.. though some food i can't enjoy but nebermind... mi enjoy the company more ba... coz first time having dinner wif colleagues... (not to say lunch la.. coz dinner more seldom thing happen ba... coz after work, everyone tired then go home liao) so quite glad to go ba...

On the way back.... mi talk abt some silly stuff i encounter in the past.. think that i wanna share..

well... i'm quite a big head prawn person... always get myself into some trouble...

Story 1: I take a tibs bus... end up it turn to an entire new road which i neber go be4... so i panic... but i stay put in the bus... till i see familiar streets... later then i realise is bus change route for a turn...phew...

Story 2: I'm late in the morning... but bus neber cum... so when i see a bus cumin.. i neber take before de.. but i recall it got go to the same street where i change another bus... so i take... but well.... guessed it... the bus made a turn... towards bt timah (psst.. my destination is jurong east btw) i panic.... BUT but but but.... i sat still in the bus neber move... dun dare to move... bt timah.... to bt batok... finally jurong !! i neber took wrong bus !!... but i'm totally... totally late.... coz i by the time i reach jurong... it should be the time i'm in office working... so i reach office quite late liao...

Story 3: on my way to work... i'm gonna take 97 one de... but as the bus travel... it brought mi to a totally different route... same thing again... i panic... seat in the bus neber move... till cannot take it, then got off... then found out i took 197 !! end up... took cab to work... plus late for work...

really dunno why i so prawn rite...

oki oki last one...

Story 4: this time correct bus... 97... go home.... fell aslp.. coz i take double decker bus... i seat at the lower deck... jus behind the stairs... wif pluging to my mp3 player... when i woke up... i'm in jurong east interchange liao... oki.. wanna get off bus.. WHEN i suddenly REALISE the bus is moving in high speed.... OUT OF the interchange !!!!!!!! gosh~* i overslept, the bus reach the interchange, everyone alight... and the bus is leaving the interchange for the DEPORT !! wat am i gonna do.... i slowly walk front... so scared... then utter... "err.. uncle..." the bus uncle got the shock of his life... and his face flush black.... i dun dare to look at him anymore... he quickly pull a stop... i quickly jump off the bus and walk away... so Ma LU ~*

Silly mi... sigh... wat am i doin wor...

memories.... that i won't wanna forget... also wanna remind myself.... this is me... jus mi...

2006-07-26T22:53:00.000+08:00

2006-07-25T22:45:00.000+08:00

Was asked today... why i always luff... in good mood... well... i am a very low morale person... always depression... stressful...will cry when unhappie... hmm do u wanna see this side of mi? of coz nope rite... thats why i try hard to maintain my mood... dun wan my mood to get hit by mood swings or wat...

today for my lesson at bbdc there... in mrt... so many ppl... nebermind... got one lady.. she stand at the door there, holding the handle bar... hugging the pole to herself... dun picture those bears in aust... picture those old chinese dynasty times... those rich young ladies le.. putting her two hands gracefully on the pole... body lean towards it... putting the head up, chin putting on one of her hand... pls... its public transport... u wanna act in those "qiong yao" drama, go china la... dun stand there, pose there... ppl wanna hold the pole also cannot...

Tired arms... wat a day... today went for my lesson... liew.... at first i slow and steady... oki liao... but well ... accident happens... then i go haywire liao.... i pick up my pace again... then suddenly alot of ppl cum in and join in... i stress... then liao again... keep on stall fire liao... aiyo... end up cannot pass... have to go back again... but nebermind... i wan more practise afterall... i'm not giving up !!

2006-07-21T22:04:00.000+08:00

So upset today morning... coz mi morning need to go see doc to do some test... haiz... really hate myself for being to weak and troublesome... but i do hate more is ppl not being considerate... shooting off without sparing thought for others... its not i wan ppl to mind my feelings... but is times like today.. i already feel very tired and frustrated.. i still have to push myself to go work... act as if nothing is wrong... sickening de feeling ba...

really watever ba... really is wat to do... but today mi got quite upset wif one problem from job, the irritating fella, i call him "zhang san feng" (张三丰）... why call him that... coz wat is his best kungfu? "Tai Ji" (太极）... why.... coz he good at pushing fault ! i so sickly and wanna puke liao... but i handle his problem first.. let other problem wait... did wat i could... i even gave him gentle reminder of not locking up his work.. coz he lock it up.. end up i cannot access, waste my time and effort... even got my retribution for that! He say i took my time to deal his thingy... wat the h***... wah lao.. That is wat he say one de.... haiz...

ya ya ya... my fault to be sick... my fault to force myself go see doc... my fault that the doctor cum in late... my fault for not taking the day off.. all my fault for going to work later.. his work.. alrite... since he say i take my time... then oki lo... i'll take my bl**dy time... and his work will be last... thats wat he say, thats what he gets....

jus wanna being very childish for a moment... sulky for a while...
but well... work is work... cannot complaint that much... rite ^^;

Hee hee... mi oki liao anyway... dun wanna spoil my weekend jus like that... looking forward for weekend... then i can rest... how will feel better (my body).. also can learn my bicycle !! heehee...

oh ya... some last wrap up words...
PLS la... i not dumb... not insensitive... worse is... I'm not blind la... i see some ppl treatin mi like dumb ass like that... really piss mi off...

2006-07-20T23:41:00.000+08:00

Did a small test... quite accurate, esp when talking abt my weak stomach... for all the things ba..haha... did a small cut out... well, left out some parts..Anyone wan the link to this test... jus msg mi.. really very accurate !

性別: 女
生辰:1983年11月25日吉時

您是夜空的星辰，眾所矚目，但有時會被白雲遮蔽，缺少了發揮的空間。熱情有禮，喜歡有智慧，守承諾的人。個性聰明靈巧，學習能力強，但做事卻常常只有五分鐘熱度。

根據命理來分析您的個性，潛意識，以及行為模式，您是屬於「星辰命」，因此您天生具有星辰的特質，天上的星辰閃爍不定，因此您思考比較快速，也容易有五分鐘熱度。星辰雖多，但光亮不如日月，因此您比較不喜歡出風頭，也不喜歡給人很強勢的感覺。星辰光芒不強，只照耀某些地方，因此您比較感性，好惡分明，您願意為喜歡的人犧牲奉獻，但是對於不喜歡的人卻不想往來。星辰高掛天空，看盡世間，因此您天生就很聰明靈巧，學習能力強，對事物有多方面的興趣，也能侃侃而談，但卻有滾石不生苔的問題，缺乏堅持到底的毅力。

此外，您喜歡老實誠信的人，不喜歡自以為是的人，而能讓您佩服的人，多半是有想法華與智慧的人，能夠在心靈上讓您提昇的人。您的一生，像星辰一樣，明亮閃爍，受到眾人矚目，但是星辰並非隨時都光彩奪目，有時也會光芒黯淡，這時就是您的磨練，只要您經得起外在的考驗，不怨天尤人，進而學習成長，一旦通過考驗，您的成就將不可限量，是領袖級的人物。

您本命五行水太旺，體質比較寒冷，所以身體比較弱，容易手腳冰冷.但是您八字缺土，胃腸的機能也比較弱，容易有腹脹，腹痛，腹瀉，消化吸收的問題。

您是屬於容易緊張的類型，生活也比較缺乏規律性，因此三餐常不定時不定量，甚至因長時間工作而來不及用餐，導致胃腸的消化吸收功能受損。如果您想改變這種現象，一定要三餐定時定量，不可暴飲暴食。身體要放輕鬆，精神要保持愉快，不要給自己過多的壓力。只要您每天保持好心情，那您的命運將會有很大的改變，身體健康，財運順利，事業圓滿，家庭幸福。

2006-07-20T23:30:00.000+08:00

Wanna do some lookin back... well.. frankly... how many ppl know mi well? How many ppl know that i'm a porcupine...? dun get mi wrong.. i'm not in bad mood... pissed off or wat... jus suddenly things jus struck mi..

Dun see mi everyday happie happie.. smile smile.. luff luff.. like nothing like that hor... jus like the previous posting ba... who i am hates who i've been... totally not becoz i'm a bitch la.. but.. dunno le... so funnie lo... felt very.... hmm... dunno how to explain ba...

one word... "watever!"

kege

2006-07-20T23:25:00.000+08:00

Who I am hates who I've been - Relient K

I watched the proverbial sunrise
Coming up over the Pacific and
You might think I'm losing my mind
But I will shy away from the specifics

Cause I don't want you to know where I am
Cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been
This is no place to try and live my life

Stop right there
That's exactly where I lost it
See that line
Well I never should've crossed it
Stop right there
Well I never should've said that
It's the very moment that I wish that I could take back

I'm sorry for the person I became
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change
I'm ready to make sure I never become that way again
Cause who I am hates who I've been
Who I am hates who I've been

I talk to absolutely no one
Couldn't keep to myself enough
And the things bottled inside
Have finally begun to create so much pressure
That I'd soon blow up and

I heard the reverberating foosteps
Sinking up to the beating of my heart
And I was positive that unless I got myself together
I would watch me fall apart

And I can't let that happen again
Cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been
This is no place to try and live my life

2006-07-16T22:27:00.000+08:00

Grumbled for days...
why my dad neber teach mi bicycle when i'm young... haha..
then grumble to frien.. some luff their heads off.. some offered to teach mi.. but i know will end up make them pek chek and will kill mi ..so better not.

Yest met up wif my old buddies... chat till 4am.. sia...long time neber meet up.. so much thingy to share.. talk till all tired.. then wanna go atm draw money.. found out... all is "Temporary out of service" whats going on !! End up frien gimmie money take cab.. when i reach home, i go to my nearby atm... HEH... how cum also out of service??

Nebermind lo... go home lo... today then go take money lo..

2006-07-09T11:33:00.000+08:00

Sigh Sigh Sigh...
well... i've recovered from most of the nonsense... wahahah...
but wat.... now... hmm.. mi do some story telling oki...

not so long ago... there is a man, 'Goldfish'.. he wanted to buy a piece of land over the other side of the hills.. he seek his frien for advise.
He asks his frien abt how he see this piece of land.. is it worthy to buy... his frien neber saw this land before... the only info he know is how big is this land from his frien Goldfish's point of view. He felt that this land is not worth to buy as the location is not good. So he kindly tells his frien how does he think.
After hearing his frien's thoughts... Goldfish went to look for other piece of land.. but at the same time, he kept nag about the land he wanted to buy at first. "how big this land is" "how far is it from the sea" again and again and again...
Seeing that Goldfish had already made his mind to buy the land... feeling very ridicule by Gold fish, as since he already know wat he want... why ask his frien for their opinion. So his frien said," Since you already know wat u want.. why not jus go for it, buy the land"
This moment, after Goldfish heard wat his frien said, he got very angry and storm away. Leaving his frien with filled even more ridiculed by his frien's act..

Like wat he wat sia? say not good location get angry, say go buy the land get angry... like watever his frien say is wrong... is it on purpose that Goldfish wanna find trouble for his frien? Since Goldfish did not consider ppl's point of view, WHY ASK PPL FOR THEIR POINT OF VIEW?

Damn upset after reading this story.....Do you?

2006-07-05T22:59:00.000+08:00

Why Can't I by LizPhair

Get a load of me, get a load of you
Walkin' down the street, and I hardly know you
It's just like we were meant to be

Holding hands with you, and we're out at night
Got a girlfriend, you say it isn't right
And I've got someone waiting too

All of this is just the beginning
We're already wet, and we're gonna go swimming

Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you
It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you

Isn't this the best part of breakin' up
Finding someone else you can't get enough of
Someone who wants to be with you too

It's an itch we know we are gonna scratch
Gonna take a while for this egg to hatch
But wouldn't it be beautiful

Here we are, we're at the beginning
We haven't fucked yet, but our are heads spinning

Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you
It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you

I'd love for you to make me wonder
Where it's goin'
I'd love for you to pull me under
Somethin's growin'
All of this that we can't control
Baby I am dyin'

Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you

Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you
It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you

Currently going thru... wahaha... jia lat.... jia lat.... everything so true..

2006-07-02T12:22:00.000+08:00

Yesterday is like rollar coaster... consist of all types of emotions coming in at a shot..
muz admit.. its really very different.. and i really dunno wat should i do now.. things happened too much for mi to react..

Sigh... thought i've always tell my frien how to choose the correct ppl... well... i thought i could do the same.. guess not wor..

I do ask myself if i could believe wat i'm seeing and hearing... is that nothing but truth? or jus being treated like an idiot again..

Ppl know mi well should know... i'm a porcupine... when meeting new ppl, new surrounding i will kindda put on my protective shield.. coz' its not i dun like them.. but is i'm afraid..

Encounter..... cuming into close contact... i didn't feel afraid at all... i really dunno why i could feel so comfortable ba... maybe is i knoe i won't be hurt.. i was wrong...

Well... I am quite a slow person.. many things i rather kept to myself.. like a bottle... things jus kept filling in and in and in... till times it overflows... water leaks out... till there is space for more to be fill again... like a cycle..

Water coming from the left eye represents the feelings is fake, and the right is always real..

thought i promised myself not to use real feelings? sigh... i'm such a dimwit person.. face my fall liao... i really do hate myself for being soft hearted.. reasonable.. silly.. well can't i be stubborn and unreasonable? wat is wrong wif mi..

Feeling very useless now ba.. abit on the edge of a cliff.. i really wanna fall liao.. tired...

a battle which its' end has already been fix.. I've lose..

Punishment.... i ate chocolates... i know i can't eat... but i hav to... i really wan things to go away after the fever comes and go off... feeling very sick now...making things worse.. having a bad sore throat too... everything going down my throat is a killer... the pain, piercing into my flesh... I really wanna wake up from everything..

thought will forget the face.... but end up everytime it jus got clearer...

love is like a pit... depending how deep u fell into... how determine to crawl out like Sadako.. I can't find the opening right now... but i knoe i will find it...

dun wanna write liao else later breakdown again.. always like that.. i will be those porcupine fish liao.. all puff up...

White flag liao..

2006-06-26T22:31:00.000+08:00

Changed my skin... coz think the designer took down the pic... leaving nothing behind... so stupid.. but nebermind ba... wat to do wor...

think this blog of mine gonna becum a shouting platform liao... how cum like that wor... aiyo... think is i protect the ppl involve too much ba... i seldom name who is the one doing wat... end up my story like no head no tail... only my thoughts.. but forget it... mi dun wanna make things ugly ba.. think soon will close down this blog liao..

2006-06-24T22:40:00.000+08:00

Playing Mind Games

Its in the mind... everything is in the mind.... pls dun think my brain level is lower then ur brain level... that u wanna play tricks w/o i seeing thru it ba... I am a senstive person.. so be more intelligent abit.. I rather ppl be frank wif mi at the beginning and not to try using some kiddo tricks.. how old liao? still no brain ar??

well... this is wat i see ba... really ba.. to be friens is quite a hard thing liao... like u walk in the streets, its not possible that u can jus come up to this stranger and intro urself, the next min u two walking off for coffee..

so why dun wanna cherish ur friends... why wanna say hurtful things to them? why wanna pin point things? wat are u trying to prove? u are better? getting such satisfaction really matters huh... like so in need of attention? will die without it? well, i won't fight for that.. by all means carry on.. it jus grades u wif ur rightfully reputation only ma.. I won't die coz of that.. i have my own reputation to be earned..

how u wanna present urself to ppl... talks louder then other ppl, to be touchy wif opposite sex, tried all ways to get ppl's attention.. act like very pro in some areas(when in fact u are not) onli know how to talk, acts like u are mature, but thinking and action is so childish.. only thinks if it is fair to yourself... neber consider others in the picture.. sigh...

for mi, i rather eat humble pie.. being simple and not fussy brings mi happiness ba.. like why ask so much when u urself cannot provide that much..

its abit strange yet normal way of how ppl behave... isn't it?

2006-06-20T21:12:00.000+08:00

Graduation Day 20.06.2006

Looking forward for this day... for so long already... finally my effort has been paid off..

heeZ... 2 years of private studies.... to finally made it to my 3 years poly life.. 5 years.. seems so long... so many things happened... many things i wanna keep wif mi forever, while some i wanna forget.

I do remember.... sometimes i do feel myself being mean.... being weak.. being useless.. being helpless..

Putting up a fierce side, to protect myself from getting hurt.. dun really wan ppl to get anywhere near mi, so afraid that they will make use of you.. cut black sheeps out of the league... dun wanna be pulled down... dun wan ppl to understand mi ba..

really thankful that i got support from a frien whom has been wif mi since the first day of sch... without her help and everything.. guess i won't make it this far.. thou i'm not that clever.. missed the mark by that margine.. haiZ.. but nebermind... i'm already quite satisfied and happy liao..

Dun say so moody things.. talk abt today ba

Morning wake up early... cannot slp... quickly get ready to go sch... haha... at sch waited for my classmates... so kan jiong that they will be late... then have to queue up.. so stupid.. gotta queue by name.. then kanna separated wif my classmates..

Enter the hall, seat there wait... listen to the speaker talk.... stupid mi, morning drink cold drink neber eat thing.. end up stomach got air... keep on having the "grok grok" sound.. So MA LU~~
haha !! Force myself to eat stepsils... ate two at a shot... wanna numb the stomach... it works... kege.. no more sound ~!

wait and wait..... ooooo... my turn to go up stage... so panic le... first time take part.. My turn.... i walk up .... shake hand.... take the folder... walk off.....

-done-

So fast... btw, the folder is empty one... need to go to my block there to collect the cert.. waited for my best frien go up stage get the dip of merit.. she well deserve it... still got one more classmate get also, he also damn smart guy... the ceremony ended.. abit confusion happen when everyone is out of sight.. mi follow tightly wif my classmate ba... go collect my cert... then gather... then take pic... then go to the lounge there for the reception buffet... wah lao... the buffet is bad lo...

Take more pic.... luff luff luff... a chinese saying goes " everything wil comes to an end"
Sayo my classmates... fellow school mates...
Went to lunch wif two of my classmates.. so pai seh.. my bag too heavy.. call them help mi take... haha... two botak took turns help mi take bag... ^^; thank u thank u..

my graduation day ended... went home koon... coz sick...

2006-06-13T21:34:00.000+08:00

Why ppl can talk without going thru an important place call BRAIN.

Dun call ppl, without finding out matters, jump in and question ppl...
Do u know how rude it is? Do u know how childish u are behaving?
Pls... i dun owe anybody anything, dun need everything need to tell u, explain to u.

How old liao... learn to be more considerate.. ppl around u dun hav to go along with wat u wan. Thinking wat u do is the right thing? Ppl standing outside the box will know, can see lo.... So wat are u trying to proof? stop taking things for granted... learn to use your brain more.. dun waste it since u are born wif one.

2006-06-09T16:17:00.000+08:00

Well... decided to cum in blog... dun wanna wait till weekend then blog liao... hee hee ^^

Mi think mi really cannot make it lo.... always take wrong bus... then got lost... then late for work.... aiyo.... how like that sia... seriously need help... haha... anyone wanna pick mi up bring mi go work..?? LOL... if got, i really will love that fella!!

Younger age, i thought no car nebermind lo... take bus.... now le... abit diff thinking ba.. got car is a blessing... haha... not i materialistic ar... i am not.. but i am a realistic person... maybe i should go for driving lesson.. hor hor hor.... i promise will take extra care as not to get lost !! or or or... crush the car....!! really really really... ><" have faith in mi... haha....

2 more hours to go... wat should i do.... later i go tea break myself... hee hee... abit lonely mi.. but nebermind ba.. mi like to hav my own private time... then hope time pass faster then can go home liao...

2006-06-08T12:10:00.000+08:00

Sigh... wat a week.... abit slpy.... bored....
this week not really that happening wor... sigh... but also good la...no good news or bad news....
hee... but something nice is tomolo is friday liao... haha... meaning weekend cuming... then can dun work for two days... dun need to face those mean ppl.... sigh... i not deaf nor blind... pls... i'm a greenhorn... i need someone that wanna show mi the ropes.. then at least i know how to work things out... i am abit slow.. but i'm trying real hard liao... pls dun be mean lo..
Brings tears to my eyes liao... better dun say liao...
oki la.. end here... see weekend got time to blog anot...
CiaoZ

2006-06-06T11:45:00.000+08:00

Paid a visit to my handsome dentist today...
muahaha... well... my teeth are bleeding... haiz... kanna gum infection... eat banana also can bleed.. u say how bad it was lo... so abit panic.. so decide to see my dentist...
He is still that cute, tall handsome.... lol...
Lucky is beginner stage infection... so at least can save ba... he used is camera, like a pen like that... point to my teeth and took 2 pic of my teeth... the pic is then shown on a tv, i laid down at the chair, lookin up at the tv... then listen to wat the doc gotta say la...
spend 15 - 20 mins listening to the whizzing, drilling of the dental equipment.... i still got my teeth polish till clean...
the doc took one more pic of my teeth... ah-ha... the teeth looks so much better...
*shine*
paid my fees and went home.... abit ex... but still worth it ba...
will be seeing my doc in a month's time.... needs another check up... my condition really that bad meh... ><"'
nebermind lo... at least can hav a better smile.... but think today cannot eat hard stuff... should be on liquid diet today ba..

2006-05-31T21:13:00.000+08:00

Good Bye Busy May 2006....

Last day of May.. Its quite tiring month for mi... abit of recallin back...

last nite... guess no one (except one) can see mi online... my apology to ppl, folks.. well... had a bad fight yest ba... end up i block everyone (except one) before i go online to start my war.. till quite tired.. then change use phone.. till get quite sicken... then go slp. arrhh... not sayin wat happen.. coz blood boil at the thought of it liao... watever...

close eyes liao.. =.=

well... this month, i'm quite surrounded by irritating ppl that simply likes to pester mi, get on my back.. sigh..

Settle some stuff wif my ex( 3 of them) ar, sprain my back ar, my church ar, interview ar, start work ar, social wif ppl ar, almost messed up my life ar, my monthly woman thing got delay and scared the hell out of mi ar..

Really can't believe one month can happen so much...

2006-05-26T10:06:00.000+08:00

In the mist of dilemma

Well lots of things crush into mi recently ba...

Firstly mi decided to let go of somethings ba....

Freedom is not free.... there is a price to pay...
Quoted by Angie ^^;

Mi can't say too much either liao...
Mi disappointed many ppl, i'm really sorrie abt that... I really wanna say, i hav no intention ba...
I know i shouldn't have gif up... but i really felt i cannot take it liao lo... mi still hav "7 feelings 6 lust" (did i get it correct..?? hmm ... "7 qin 6 yu".... watever!) cannot put somethings down... (sounds like nun like that... ><)

hmm dun say liao ba... i see how things goes ba...

on the otherhand... well... mi think mi very timid le.. sigh... wanna express some stuff to ppl and dun dare to say... mi muz listen ppl say liao... Muz be firm and brave and say watever i wanna say.... be back... my sec sch 'me' ba.. haha.. mi sec sch time more brave ba.. haha... nw so many to think... like face ar... sigh... throw them all to trash can ba !!

I gotta get things clear... asap.... else think my mood still as low morale le... hahaha....

2006-05-19T00:07:00.000+08:00

First day of work...
hee hee... go to work wif my Airen... Was abit sad that we cannot work together at the same location...

At company ar.. then i found out... i not station in HQ.. i going to Harbourfront there....
hahaa....

abit happy... coz nearer my house.. then think got str bus... but hor.. think i should change my train concession to bus liao... otherwise how i take bus sia..

In the afternoon... say good bye to my Airen.. then off we go on our separate ways to our site...
sigh.... the place like abit in a mess... its a big room.. but many ppl left liao.. move to new site... our dept left to do final cover up.. then will move to a new site in Aug ba...

At there met some nice ppl.. but i still new-comer shy ba... dare not approach to talk le... so my half of the day... spend there read notes... 1478 page le... wanna die one lo... haiz... think cannot make it.. should approach ppl ba... else how ar..

Oh ya.. today met up wif my frien.. he rush down to pick mi up in time.. its nice of him.. thanx alot.. then he bring mi go eat dinner, sori ar.. mi abit waste of food.. but really cannot finish..then go queensway play pool, mood actually quite dampen.. coz the place abit bad shape.. cue sux.. table old..plus more is receive msg from my ex ba.. wah.. perfect hit sia.. mood 180 deg change.. I turn off my hp..

Lookin at the situation... He end the game quick, then took mi for a ride up Mount faber see mountain view.. well.. its a good try.. i felt really better.. after that he send mi back.. coz late liao... have to go home Zzz... coz mi last nite neber slp at all... quite tired liao le.. why i neber slp... quite simple lo... some fella msg mi in the middle of the nite, jus before i wanna fall alsp... Hai mi cannot fall aslp since then.. neh, the one msg mi spoil my pool mood one lo..

2006-05-17T13:07:00.000+08:00

2006-05-12T22:18:00.000+08:00

Being Willing

when asked to do things... it is very important to ask if it is alrite for the other..
neber call ppl to do doing things according to your wishes.. coz u and not me... do u know how does it feels like anot... to be like a puppet... so dumb..

very clear example...
I wanna company my parents to temple... some may know.. i'm a christian.. i shouldn't go temple to pray.. but the idea now is.. I wan to company my parents ! Its not i going temple to pray. Is it cannot??

Dun jus say..

"Go temple is morning thing, afternoon should be free"

Me: After that i cannot company my parents go out huh???

"U can refuse, say u dun wan to go"

Me: Are u mi?? that u know i dun wan to go??? why are u making decisions for mi??

coz of these... i begin to feel again.... is it i got no rights... i cannot have my own stand..?
I thought things are ought to be done thru one's own will..?

If things are acted according to wat ppl say... I think i'm losing myself here...
Dun push mi liao... i have enuff liao... Like wat everyone is tellin mi... learn how to reject ppl... now i guess... ya.... i should learn how to say 'no'... wats good of being good to everyone around mi and cruel to my own feelings...

Its a grown up world... not kid anymore.. Ppl are not as sensitive enuff to consider... then be it...

2006-05-12T22:13:00.000+08:00

Sprain my back.... so stupid....
now got two big plaster pasted on my back...... so stupid....
cannnot say anymore liao.... now walkin like granny... so stupid.....
arrrrhhhh..... so stupid.....

end up... neber go anywhere... stay in bed..... struck in bed....
cannot move
the strain is killin mi... at least i still can move my fingers to type..

2006-05-08T15:20:00.000+08:00

As free as bird...
I have attained my freedom once and again... lol... not that i'm bad in things... jus its fate... i dun like to waste everything i hav on things that i can't hav..

Simple as that...

2006-05-05T12:01:00.000+08:00

Shoppin...~~

yest got my wallet quite burnt... well.. felt its worth it can liao....
wat did i buy

1) 3 skirts
2) 1 blouse
3) 1 rabbit's foot phone hanger (its for luck)
4) 1 lip gloss
5) 1 liquid eye liner

wat else ar... hmm... well these are the main highlites ba... haha....

2006-05-04T12:46:00.000+08:00

Very good new to start off my day !

I got the SAP job !!!! hurray.... yippe..... yes !

Finally say good bye to my job less status... go work... but sian is so far.... Bedok le... aiyo... still dunno how to go there... should i by bus concession or train? long journey le.... think maybe train.... hmm see how ba... gotta buy these few days liao...

Also think gotta go shopping liao... buy more clothes... haha....

Lots of emotional thing going around mi now... hope to got work.... really really pray hard that the ppl that i'll be wif is ppl that is easy going ones... and pray hard that one of my frien that is also selected will be wif mi... i really really wish that will cum true...

CHEERS !!!

And thank you god for answering my prayers...

2006-05-04T12:05:00.000+08:00

Yest is a crazy day for mi......

wat happen...? In the afternoon.. my ex called mi... he is my 2nd bf, now workin in New York.. open pub one .. remember the 911 incident.. his pub is jus beside the buildin lo.. so sway...

Er enuff of that.. well he called up, as usual.. his misses and cares... watever ! Want mi go out wif him for dinner before he goes back... i say see how ba...

Later on one of my closest(now not so liao.. coz of some unseen reason) sec sch frien call up.. we talked... sigh... Mi really miss talkin to him... he was my soul mate lo.. i used to tell him my stuff one..

After... my best buddy cum current soul mate call mi up...

He: Hey cum out ! Mission Impossible 3.. 4.30 pm... Ai mai..?
Me: Huh? now 3.05pm liao... now then tell mi
He: wan anot? wan anot?

... (Cut short some stuff)

Me: oki oki... 4pm meet u

end up we meet at 4.15pm.. buy ticket..buy drink.. go in watch show... the show not bad... mantain the standard... if ur impression of the show is bad.. then its still as bad... mi jus like one scene when they try to save the gal.. how 1 guy controls a few guns at a time... TECHNOLOGY !! I LUV ~~~ damn cool

Later on went out to orchard to walk and to meet a frien... on the way there... my another ex called... the 4th one... liew... why call man... 2 ex in a day... pengZ... call mi ask mi when free to meet.... well... didn't he realize... i have avoid him in msn many times... avoid his call many times... not to say i have not seen him for 1 year liao... still wanna 烦 mi for wat.... get a life.... move on... pls...

Got to Plaza sing... struggled 15 mins.. coz cannot see my frien... wah liew.... he damn bad navigator lo.... so stupid.... watever...finally found him... well talk for a while... talk abt his prob... his frien cum... then we continue to talk... later on go somewhere seat and talk... mi 'sister' msg mi say she damn sad... i panic and call... and we talk..... and talk and talk... neglect my frien... so pai seh... haha.... later on leave the two fella go off to boon lay find my sister.

That nite was suppose to meet someone important to mi one de.. but he say cannot meet... i damn upset... later on i avoid to go into fight wif him... but still mood as bad..

I neber eat for the day liao... thank goodness my sis brought down some chips and drinks... haha... wanna get drunk... LOL... well.. to get mi drunk is a hard.. but some drinks is good... i can have a better slp... i got bad slping problem one..

But really thanks gal.... love u lots.... haha....

We chat till 3am... then i go home.... wah.... mid nite cab cost mi 12 bucks sia.... lucky got progress... else... will sian 1/2 one lo.... 政府万岁！政府万岁！政府万岁！

2006-05-02T22:47:00.000+08:00

I was child locked.. !!

lol... today met my 'Sis' at jp... haha... walk walk lo.... then later had a nice meal at Billy Bombers... end up cannot finish... haiz...

later her bf came and help us finish up the food... hee hee thank u alot....

then go walk walk more... then pass by the jigsaw world... saw the 3D jigsaw... its a jigsaw made into a sphere... its my favorite...... arrrhhh... mi actually got 2 of them liao.. but 1 of it at my ex bf house... that jerk refuse to return to mi... haiz ... so sad.... i wanna buy 1 more.... or i wanna buy a few more.... haha

lookin forward to buy one soon.... I dun care...

Time to go home... my sis's bf send mi back .... reach home... i cannot get out of the car... aiyo... then we took turns to check the door.... Ba Ga... in the found out... i got child locked in the car.... #%^&*$... ! i kid sia... lol...

well wat a day....

still ponderin... wat am i gonna do... should i make contact lense or frameless spec... ? huh... how wor...

2006-05-02T14:57:00.000+08:00

Well I dun wan this to happen.. Its like everyone except mi is more anxious that why aren’t I getting a job?!

I’m tired and sick of explaining.. Look, I have been searching and looking.. its not that I’m not doing anything… so please jus get off my back and stop asking mi.. its driving me nuts. I’m getting quite pissed wif whoever is asking mi such questions. Stop acting as if u care.. and stop asking if you cared.. be more sensitive.. I don’t like ppl prompting into my personal life.. I rather say things out on my own accord.

2006-04-30T22:36:00.000+08:00

Boy I really like this kitty

2006-04-29T00:00:00.000+08:00

Mi find that... mi can be quite sarcastic using words... Something new..? lol... i'm a good natured person.. temper is good... patience is like bottomless pit.. likes to cry.. sometimes talk can be crude.. but its all comes down to how the other party treat mi ba...

I know how to balance my scale.. Fairness towards mi, myself and I.

To mi: Take in ppl watever nonsense.

To myself: Reflect on self whether in the wrong anot. Wrong then admit.

To I: Neber let mi down. Take in nonsense is one thing, but not till the extend of let ppl insult. Nor neber let myself do the wrong thing. Muz be fair.. cannot becoz of pride and refuse to take in faults. I am wat I am.

I only point out facts... its not really sarcastic.. jus narrow minded ppl wanna see it that way, wanna dig on it.. then be it... but... why wanna bark like a dog... and dun wanna accept the truth.. eventually u are bring down ur own standard (pls la... voice big, dun mean ppl will respect u more la.. it will jus change on how ppl wanna look at u only lo..)

2006-04-23T19:20:00.000+08:00

Sickly week

hmmz... dunno why... always fall sick.... jus recover not long... then BOOM !!! sick again....
sigh..... hate this ... like monthly/weekly routine like that... haiz.... makes mi detest to see doc even more liao....

besides is a sickly week for mi... well... its also a week of disappointment and tears...
it comes down to three words: "Promise", "Trust" and "Respect"
I do emphasize these three words in my life alot if u know mi well enuff u will know what kind of person i truely am....

Simply is that a promise is a promise, i trust that u will keep the promise and i respect u as u kept the promise....
I seem to had a bad fall...

Well... i gotten over wif things... still hurt deep inside, but really got over wif it liao... Guess for now on... i will be careful of what i'm gonna say...

2006-04-15T11:40:00.000+08:00

Review of wat i've done this week

Monday meet up frien at west mall... then headed down to Plaza Sing there to catch a show...
Running wild, a korean show, police and gangster show.... super boring show.... the worse case happen is my frien FELL ASLEEP..... so disgraceful... PengZ

Gosh... i really hate myself..... wat the **** did i let him choose the show... i can jolly well settle something like ice age2 which is less torturous...

Tuesday... Go sch training..... nite suppose to meet frien, end up change to wednesday. My Bud call mi out, wan mi pei him watch Inside man... mi go check out the critic.... gosh.... police and theif show ? no no no no no.... I'm not gonna watch another such a show for the time being.... so i call it off lo...

Wednesdae... meet frien(another frien) watch "The hills have eyes".. heard was scary.... well.... i dun feel its scary... jus feel that the show is abit bloody and gruesome... eeky ba... haha.... then got a motor ride back... WeeeEeee~ long time neber seat motor liao... nice... haha...

Thursday... borin day... hmm... wat did i do... i abit forgotten.... lol... jia lat jia lat..... if i remember then i add on ba... time being is blank...

Friday... easter.....
At nite went for dinner... to celebrate my mum's birthday... ^^
then go meet my frien.... hee hee.... but well... mi and my stubborness dun wanna go home... hai my frien... haha.... hai him cannot slp... pai seh pai seh...

Today .... well...... nite go to my best frien house.... her house got BBQ... hee hee... then can have gatherin wif my best friends... yeah......

End here....

2006-04-14T10:29:00.000+08:00

Hmm... think i need a getaway... coz abit going nuts liao..... not been myself lately....

Super sian... when everything around mi seems to fall apart.... well wat am i gonna do...

I haven't been doing much thing lately.... going out... going out... going out....

Well doesn't seems to help much i guess....

2006-04-03T14:03:00.000+08:00

Lately seems like I have been walking with a few knives stabs behind my back.... hmm.. how cum wanna discriminate against mi when I neber done anything wrong...

2006-03-24T14:07:00.000+08:00

Yesterday got quite hurt by an sms... I begin ask myself what did i get in return when i neber ask for any....

then my depression mode turn on liao.... haiz..

i was doing my presentation that time... doing enhancements here and there..... I asked myself the same question...... what did i get in return when i neber ask for any....

Everything jus begins to spin inside my mind... wild thoughts cum into my mind.... so... i got even more damn upset... frustrated over everything.... haiz.... mi know mi shouldn't shift thoughts on to another thing... well.... wat to do wor.....

So why not we have a lesson abt respect.....

Define respect:

A feeling of appreciative, often deferential regard; esteem.
The state of being regarded with honor or esteem.
Willingness to show consideration or appreciation.
respects Polite expressions of consideration or deference: pay one's respects

and its back to appreciation.... consideration......

sigh.... why i'm not getting any wor.... well dun think i won't mind..... in fact i do mind and take it to heart deeply....

2006-03-24T02:22:00.000+08:00

Wat will i get in return, even when i neber ask for any...

well.... busy doin the flash presentation that is due on fri.... which is today la.... mi still got 10% more to go.... but feelin' Sian liao... coz the flash not really nicely done.... my flash dun look like flash !!!

Arrhhh... abit disappointed in myself for cuming up wif such a work... but no choice... thou my brain tell mi,"work work work!" but my heart tell mi "forget it.... why work so hard... kanna te-kan work, wat for do.... no one, and i mean NO ONE will be thankful for the effort u put in one..."

Do finish liao hand up... confirm get tell off, for this and that.... confirm one....

I am a person that likes to make work perfect.... but i not pro.... wan perfect work.... hire someone... or better, pay mi....

2006-03-14T00:42:00.000+08:00

I'm Home
At last... haha... after 2 months finally cum back...

Quite lazy actually... haha... took some time to straighten up my lazy bones...

Have been stayin home today.... keep an eye on my dog... he limps while he walks... then see the scar left by the operation.... so long .... mi heart pain....

been working on my ppt slides.... sigh... mi wanna make a nicer one... but well.... so hard.... haha....

Yesterday was out to send my parents off... mi actually think its quite late, so wanna miss attending church... but well.. end up i still go.... haha.... but quite glad to go ba... mi actually quite confused in alot of things... really glad things worked out....

well.... being back is SG is great.... got lots of things to do... hahaha..... think wanna pick up my life and this time... i wanna make my life a better one.... ^^

2006-03-09T11:56:00.000+08:00

Well... kanna block by the company cannot access alot of places in the net... like e-messenger, my sch email and even blogger... hmm then how i blog... well... mi think since they dun let mi access thru the DNS... I go ping the address out lor.... haha... at least my Internet Security skills cums in handy in time...

But well only Blogger can access... but nebermind ba... left 2 days only... mi today not stayin in office... later on(1 hr later) i'll be on my way to Mahaballipurum.. ^^ see rock day.... hahah....
then spend the whole day there liao.... evening then cum back Chennai... haha...

Tomolo is we go around visit the important ppl... take photo... so i won't be in office either... so its okie ba... tomolo hope can go off earlier... then i can go do some shopping for the last time....

Saturday is Good Bye Chennai... Hello Singapore !!!

hmm yesterday is Women's Day... mi neber stay in office long after lunch... after lunch i cum back, do some work, then see my frien msn msg(later on then found out internet sever die the whole day, jus mi open too many window, neber got to know my frien got msg mi... mi too sotong liao... Sorrie Ping.... not i neber wanna reply ya !!)... remember i forgotten to go check somethings out... immediately run down to the shopping centre below to see... then same time saw nice table mats... mi buy... for my sis... her new house ^^; haha... Housewarming gift settled !!!!

Run up to office... ooohhh the gals cum and find mi... then found out got those hand drawings session held in office... mi go do one hand... then later on mi go do again for my another hand... one hand is free the other cost money... but is okie... haha... mi like...

then also went to a room to see some stories of the important women around the world...

drag until whole day then go back office... take bag go off... neber do my work liao... coz mi quite upset of the marks... mi accept them... coz mi felt mi neber did a good job this time round.. mi learn that the important thing is not abt the grades... but is the quality of the person...

Lesson learnt...
Its not a fair world... wat i can do is dun be part of it... and becum another unfair person...

2006-03-08T11:51:00.000+08:00

Its women's day today.... the "San Ba Fu Niu Jie" ...
Early morning when i reach the company, David and a nice lady came up to my desk and gave mi a rose.... hee hee...
A sweet gesture made my day ba... hopefully will keep that mood for the whole day today...
Really love flowers... hee....

2006-03-07T17:58:00.000+08:00

Sicky…. Hmmm sick quite some time liao wor… 2 weeks le mah…? Hmm… today YT say mi look like kanna poison… haha… face white lips purple… later one face change to red… later on is black… lucky is one color at a time… if multi color… jia lat liao….

Today felt quite cold… muscle and joints aching… like wanna fever like that… then wanna puke wanna puke like that… mi hope by the end of the day recover soon… then I dun be burden… I wanna go Maha this Thursday one… ^^

Mi dun like myself to be weak… once sick, all other sickness follow… from flu becum flu cough then cough flu (wat am I talking abt)… then cough, throat infection, throat infection to now like chameleon, face change color… sigh… go back SG gotta go exercise liao… build up my body again…

Now abit slpy… coz mi gotta do STRUTS… thanks to lihong yesterday help mi with the work… and today lend mi her laptop (THANK YOU VERY VERY MUCH GAL !!!!! HUGZZZZ)… today got thing show… but now mentor wan mi do in websphere (coz lihong’s laptop is eclipse)… so I need to transfer my work from her laptop to my company CPU…then my HHD dunno why cannot work on lihong’s laptop… so I have to type the code one by one…

I seems haggard recently… hmm… dunno why… think everything in mi all drain up liao ba…. I seem like not expression… but inside mi everything is like slapping on to mi…. dunno how to react… when I wanna react… other thing happen liao…. Sigh…

Mi heading str for a breakdown…. Guess I really really need that… so one day see mi go charge and bang wall… dun stop mi…. (think I dun need help too….think I can do that myself…)

Crazy liao….. LOLZ…. think i utter nonsense liao... sigh....

2006-03-06T12:23:00.000+08:00

Very grateful to the nice couple we go to know here… they brought us out on our last weekend in India… we went to Pondicherry and Mahaballipurm…

Pondicherry
Both are very nice places… ^^ beautiful scenery and all… nice food we had there… Hey ate a 2 kg Lobster… woo-hoo…

We stayed at a heritage hotel call Le Dupluex … cool bedroom…wait till I show u the pic… wahahaha…

Went to a place call Auroville… hmm countryside… lots of ang mo theres…
Also touch baby(s) goat…

Maha
Kanna fly kite by company so many times say will bring us there… end up neber… Finally got chance to go… wah…. See stone… and stone and stone….

Lots of details mi decide to give it a miss… then at least when I cum home, I got thing to talk… else everything say here, when I got home nothing to say…

Supposing to be a nice getaway weekend… hmm… supposing…

2006-03-01T13:00:00.000+08:00

Like long time neber blog liao… so hee…. Better write one while my PL not here yet…
Wat I have been up to lately wor…. Well…. I’ve been down wif flu…*sniff* *cough cough*

So sian lor…

Still got wat ne…. ya… weekend is shopping shopping shopping… but I neber really buy anything… dunno wat to buy …Sunday met up wif frien… go dinner at a very very nice cozy place…. Mi really really like the atmosphere… call .. hmm wat Asian dunno wat one… jus know its near the place call The farmhouse(jus beside)… it resides on the same route towards Mahaballiprum, jus shorter distance… mi damn sian is I forgotten to bring my camera… else I will take down… sigh… saddy

Mi dun really know wat more to write think my brain too cloudy liao cannot think… next blog ba… new lesson … or a new book of feelings… hmm… ^^

2006-02-23T14:17:00.000+08:00

^^ \/

Got some free time now… so write blog…
Well… morning I did my demo on the export function… mi know mi not professional… I “chaw jeng” (bluff) my way thru…. Using hard coding… but neber will let him know…. Wat to do wor… I think I spend too much time liao… so I have to pass up this assignment… else think I will fail my IPP liao…

Do demo, he call mi explain wat I did… I “eee”, “errr”, all the way thru… I say until quite general and brief… end up… he explain to mi specifically wat I did… say I pass this value from here to here and get things from there to here…

He : “understand?”
* I nod my head *
He : “Good.”
And he walk off, saying wait for the PL to cum(normally 12+ then he cum office) then he cum and see or set a new assignment for mi. Pray that everything will be fine….

2006-02-22T16:54:00.000+08:00

I’m fine… really… I guess…

Today cum office found that my codes changed… dunno why… then everything not working… end up re-do it… sian…. I want to complete the work by today one… then can prove that I not slacking lor… hopefully ba…

The more bad shock is my sis mail mi saying my doggy broke his leg bone… then yesterday go operation… I damn heart pain le…. Coz. I really really love my dog a lot… then I’m not there.. I really scared when I go back my doggy not so close to mi liao…

So think I’m quite drifted away today ba…. Sigh… I’ll be fine one…

Dunno wat to type liao… end here ba…

2006-02-22T12:09:00.000+08:00

Book of feelings

Feeling Afflicted
Feeling Bummed
Feeling Crestfallen
Feeling Dejected
Feeling Elegiac
Feeling Forlorn
Feeling Glum
Feeling Hurting
Feeling Inconsolable
Feeling Joyless
Feeling Kooky
Feeling Lonely
Feeling Melancholic
Feeling Oppressed
Feeling Pessimistic
Feeling Quiet
Feeling Restless
Feeling Sunk
Feeling Threatening
Feeling Unavailing
Feeling Vain
Feeling Woebegone
Feeling Xenophobia
Feeling Yearning
Feeling Zero

2006-02-20T16:19:00.001+08:00

Lazy Monday…

Well wat to do wor… so blog ba… haha…. Usual… lets talk abt weekend…

Ya… Friday… I neber got cook … I’m still alive…. Haha… but I’ll leave that posting there ba… in case one day I get chop without knowing….

Sat… We went to a restaurant further down of Pelita… finally something better then prata..? Not really so wor… mi order the egg Biryani… spicies… lots of them… hard time pickin them out.. haha… still not bad… but more prefer the meenam one….

Went to take a walk a pondy bazaar de opposite… we plan to buy some sarees and Salwar Kameez… mi beginning wanna buy saree… but…. Mi scared of my fats la… so end up buying a Salwar Kameez … its quite nice…. Mi beginning quite at lost… or can say totally in lost, as I really got no idea is it nice anot… suit mi anot… but well.. I trust my gals’ taste ba… they say okie then should be okie one.

Ya… mi felt that the service at the Naidu Hall is quite bad… coz they were suppose to alter LH’s blouse, they say cum back an hour for it.. so okie lor… we went back to the shop an hour plus later… they say 5 min, they take out for her… we waited…. And waited… some time later LH went to the counter take… the person say 10 mins… the poor gal had to stand there for dunno how long, but they jus tell her to wait… then got a damn rude woman push her away… she so skinny liao lor… the woman use her “ba” hand push her.. sigh… end up… they neber start alter the blouse at all…. Irritating… neber wait… left the shop…

We went to a shop buy bangles… the guy from another shop likes to get near to LH… aiyo… purposely find chance to eat tofu…. Arh… irritating…

Went home, all tired.. so order Marybrown delivery… still hungry… so we made fresh fruit ice cream with hot chocolate fudge… of coz I got no share in the chocolate… ^^

Dunno how late we drag then go slp liao…

Sunday

Everyone like K.O .. haha… mi woke up at 9 + 10 like that… then ka jiao LH… haha…
But I still let her slp… till 12 +… we went to saravana… ohh… a place like pack sardines lor… but got some stuff there then went to Isplani center there walk walk… At there, I kanna bitten ~~by a human “cat”~~ …. Then shoulder got one round (mouth shape) blue black…. Violent sia…

Oooh ya… just so happen to met up wif some friends made in India… so we went for dinner together… in a very nice Chinese restaurant… cheap… and cozy…

Hmm anything I missed out… hmm…. Dunno le… brain dead at the moment… when I remember then I put down ba…

2006-02-17T19:29:00.000+08:00

To my insurance agent, family and friends

By 11th March and you have yet to receive any news from me, pls call 999.
As, I have been already chop into pieces in Chennai and cooked into calamari…

Scene of crime:
Flat no. 3B, Quanta Zen
#38/02 Dr Thomas road, Off south Boag Road
T Nagar, Chennai 600017

Evidence:

Name has been altered ***

Lxxxxx: i wan calamari
Lxxxxx :today i shall fried~!
Angie :!!!
Lxxxxx : angie, can i have a hand~?//
Angie: a hand ...?
Angie: as in help or cook arh !!!!!
Lxxxxx :can i have a hand pls
Angie: dual meaning sia
Lxxxxx: for everyone in the house
Lxxxxx : ur hand pls?
Lxxxxx: haha
Lxxxxx: i wan one hand only
Lxxxxx: yummy
Lxxxxx: drooling~~~~~~
Angie: no no no madam
Angie: no hand
Angie: pain pain ~

Day 1 my hand… Day 2 my another hand…. Soon I no hand to type or call for help… if use my face bang the keyboard might not be able to bang out the words I wanna say… also already ugly liao… still kanna disfigure how…
So better type down first…

I’ll miss everyone, my dog…. even the Tu Fu (Butcher)….

Good Bye (English) * Zai Jian (mandarin) * Parkkalam(Tamil) * Addios (Italian) * Jaa nee (jap)

Enuff of my crap…. Do work liao….

2006-02-17T13:00:00.000+08:00

Blog time…

Like quite long neber blog… but actually yest neber blog only… but seem so long… hahah… well… Watever !! Hack arh…

So much thing to say… haha… but I gotta be fast… else later the stupid guy cum liao… I everythin dun need to do liao… sianZ

Mi yest morning finally cook something out… actually got cook something before one… its jelly… but feel that it taste like cough syrup… :x

Mi yest cook scamble egg for limei … She say she like it… hmm at least ba…. something edible… then at nite weee~* can stay in kitchen help out… actually is stand there see, got thing wash, go help take things out… also… fun part… can wash floor… haha…. Coz washing the floor is put washing powder on floor, pour water… then play sliding in the kitchen…. Weeeeeeeee~~*

Lihong cooking… while mi slide here and there, do penguin walk behind her… (damn cartoon scene if u can imagine) haha… till she buay ta han turn around look at mi… say “enuff hor”… ><’’’ then we pour water, clean up lor…

Later on limei cum in help up with the stirring the soup..then we joke inside mah…

The two gals say wanna cut mi up cook calamari … sigh… I’m a sotong mah… but…. (Must use the Indian slang) No no no madam…. No cut mi, hand pain pain ~

Oh ya… neber mention… mi yest afternoon very sian… coz mi got assignment to do one… I cannot find the API or any source… so quite somethings I dunno… then the stupid guy that give mi work one, think he dislike mi… always gimme black face, talk in a very rude manner one… I dun like him either…but forget it ba… sigh…

Bad things cum easy and go easy on mi one… think I will forget fast…

Well… watever !!

2006-02-14T17:09:00.000+08:00

V day

Today is Valentines Day… so mi thought of putting one blog for that ba…

Okie… done….

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2006-02-14T12:38:00.000+08:00

Dreamer

Dunno why lately think my Dazing sickness got worsen…. Like suddenly I will go blank… hmm lucky not on roadside else I kanna hit by car… then too late liao…. But really ba… mi think mi lately like becum quite “Ci Dun” (slow)… not to say blur… my blur syndrome think also like level up liao…. Aiyo… cannot cannot…. Think I better find some chicken essence… hmm anyone wanna send over for mi? lolz… “Brands Chicken Essence”….hmm or the Yomeishu (tonic wine) !!! Wahahha… I crazy liao... dun care abt mi ...